Sista

I vaguely remembered I came up with the word "sisTA" years ago when I was doing my industrial training. There I met my Big-SisTA WenDee .. whom I think contributed half to the birth of sisTAhood. I was flipping this old organizer I was using eon years ago and WenDee would scribble something on it almost everyday. An avid poetry and motivational phrase person I would say. Wonder where she is now and how she' doing. Miss you ...

Now .. the term is being used so widely .. I wouldn't be so shameless to make a claim that I am the great inventor of the word, but it's nice to know that it's being used by almost everyone now. Back then, SistaEsh was kinda proud that we had a unique sistahood that was different from everyone. Time to generate a new hybrid term .. Siesta ?? Haha~~~

I miss my sis ... really ... it's soooooo fugging lonely here ok !!!

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Historical pics taken over CNY. Meant to post them sooner, but the owner refused to resize them and insisted that I got them off sharing folder of 50 OTHER WU-LIAO PICS WHICH TOOK 10 MILLION YEARS TO LOAD ! I gave up since to load each pic taken on a 8 mp camera .. you do the math. I grabbed them off Gis's facebook. Somehow I have this evil feeling that SisBroLong was biased and gave SistaGis the priviledge. Hehe~~~

"Hao chai wo you lai aa" ... by Mr.TKH.

FruitZhong SisBroLong .. sorry, kinda sabo pic for you coz you looked very unflattering. haha .. but funny lor ... i jez had to .. Spot SistaEsh ... Wonder how is PearGalDoris doing over in NZ. Babe ... I thought you damn free to blog. Never thought the pear job so stressful .. hehe. Have loads of fun there ... and please blog soon! SisBroSoon .. finally a decent and unreluctant pic from you!

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I'll be attempting a very very very technical java script modification to my blog. Gonna create this archive calender. Even though there's a step by stem guide ... I'm so intimidated by the amount of jargons involved. It's not a cut and paste thing lo ... wish me luck for not fugging up the whole template like I did the last time. *fingers crossed*

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SUCCESS !!! Check out my calender at the side tab ! Woohoo ~

I'm no IT-script-whatever-freak so this is a big breakthrough for me.

Roll ur eyes at me for all I care .. haha ..

Surreal Reminiscenes

" I no longer see your dear face clearly in my mind,

the edges of the picture have blurred into the mists of time,

Your voice, a muffled echo across the timeless years,

the memory of your touch drowned long ago in half forgotten tears,

but sometimes when I least expect,

a stranger looks into my eyes the way you used to do,

and then I realize,

my mind has chosen to forget,

but still my heart goes on remembering you. "

I figured that it has become a long forgotten past. When I no longer have the slightest thought of your existence, something had to remind me of you. I dazed in the remarkable resemblence that I can't deny. And I woke that it's just a spark of coincidence, smiled, and put all the memories back into the box and back in the furthest corner in the attic.

The sony buzzed. I dred to pick it up as I was comfortably tucked with love and warmth. The buzzing ended. It never buzzed again. Should be unimportant. I checked hours later, dazed, but somehow my fingers chose to ignore to return a call.

I wonder .. if it is possible to ever totally forget something?
Sometimes it's best, when the happy memories only brings 3 seconds of smile and hours of sadness.

Is it better to .. Have loved and lost than to never loved at all ?

from the movie The Leap Years

Moody'ness

I don't like me again. Checked the calender .. PMS'ing .. just great! Somehow I dread the day it comes. Kinda period-phobic now coz everytime I feel like ending my existence so that I won't suffer so much. The previous one hurt so bad that I needed a jab to calm the muscles down. Kinda stoned my way to sleep. Wonder what they used? Morphine? Got the "kick" .. felt good stoned. =.=!

I'm begining to be paranoid again. Nic I thank you so much for always being the one to endure my sh!t .. and giving me all the consolation, care, advice and a big slap to wake me up from this unwanted self. I'm begining to be whiny... this is no good. Nic said I've always been whiny. Coz I'm an attention seeker .. and everything has to be about me me me ! There's some truth to it ............. Ok .. it's true. Who doesn't want attention ??? I want 10 million percent of attention from my loved ones .. I don't get 'em .. I whine. *sigh* Seems like everything is not feeling right with me ever since I've crossed 2008 (i.e. age 26 .. soon to come). Breakouts, scrawny, paranoia, you name it ... bring it on !

I need to rest .. I need warmth .. I need love .. I need to curl up under his warm arms.

Tai Chi Bride

I'm not sure if I "modelled" over the weekend for the Bridal Fair in Plaza Pelangi. I felt that I tai-chi'ed on stage instead. *teehee* But it was fun though .. and I applaud my courage to perform dramatically with a bridal gown on. I feel that it would have been a better performance if Mamamia had let me go through ballet lessons during my childhood. She feared that I would grow up to be a scrawny girl from dancing too much. Don't see what difference does it make. I caught a video of my performance but I ain't gonna put up the weirdo tai-chi performance to SpiceGirl's Viva Forever .. Only available to those who caught glimsp of the live performance yesterday. But Eloise said it jadi'ed abit and she liked the full turn I did. *self praise is self disgrace .. but that was the review I gotten maa .. unless she was just being nice laa ... =.=! "

My Tutti-Frutti (more like Florti since there's no fruit) dress for the second performance. I kinda liked the vibrance and cuteness of it .. though not many know how to apreciate its loudness.

Eloise. It's been a while since we cam-whored together over shows.

A whole new batch of people to work with. Fun, energetic, babelicious and YOUNG ! I am almost a decade older than some of them. Serious ! And oohh .. we meet again, Joannabell, from Female's 50 Gorgeous for 2007. This is how small the world is. We're watching you. *Eye pointing action from Meet the Parents*

The Leap Year

... not about the movie laa .. but would like to watch it though.

February 29th is the only day where a woman can propose to a man. Literally. Technically you can do it anytime you want. MAJORITY of the social conformities just think it's inappropriate to do it. Deemed desperate, etc. But hey .. it takes guts to do it. And I salute the woman who stands up to represent all women who fights for equalities. On the other hand, I'm a traditional woman that would be a good wife, cook and pamper my husband, and always feel safe and protected in the arms of my love. I damn drama de laa.

Anyways.. It just occurred to me that proposing to the one you love takes major guts. Though you may be with that person for years .. I think people still get the jitters and tongue tied when making one of the major exclamations in relationships. I humoured myself by thinking how to go about making this propose joke to BigOne. I mean .. it's not even real .. but I couldn't do it. I don't know why. So I think it's gonna be even worse when it's real. Ola~ experienced people .. Let me know if I'm wrong.

And the drama continues ...

Is it all ending? But what a sad and unsatisfactory ending .....

Totally unfair.

Why should Edison exit the entertainment industry. What big offence did he commit? It's just his luck that chicks dig him .. and his eh-hemm. And so? It wasn't intended to be mass circulated worldwide .. Is it a crime that he has a fettish for looking at chicks to arouse him? All you men out there are dying for such luck. They very well know that he's taking pics of the whole process .. they play their slutty role in the pics/video .. WILLINGLY. And now it's all out .. they just whine and act all pitiful and virgin-mary-innocent (sorry for cursing religiously) just because the whole world is laughing at your tak jadi sluttiness and amazon rainforest.

You got shot naked. Big Deal ! Making a humongous fuss out of it. The entertainment industry is known to be dark and dirty, so no surprises if everyone sleeps with each other. You see her dressed in her birthday suit and whoaaa ... tsunami comes. I don't see people kicking up such fuss when Angelina Jolie had that steamy sex scene with Antonio Banderas in Original Sin.

No justice served. Poor Ed. He's cute you know. Though he may not have a really good body to drool at .. but he has charm and I dig men .. Asian men who speaks really good English. And besides .. his "high and mighty" is ... ermm ... "dig'gable" (if that's even English at all). As for his arrogance .. that just adds to his personal style. So what if he's arrogant .. you people hate him coz he's arrogant .. so? macam you're gonna be his personal friend and he's gonna be arrogant to you.

*Sigh* Guess I won't be able to see him for quite a bit now .. except of old tabloid photos and videos.

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Some re-enactment of the whole serial drama. Brilliant work.

Part 1

Part 2

The Blues ...

Super damn sleepy. And I went to bed before 12 last night. I yawned so much that it makes me tired. My jaw is tired. I eyes are tired. And my brain gives up on the yawning already.

Think I rested too much over the weekend. Over-rested. Countered off the wanted effects of resting. I think I'm getting old.

Qian bian (deserves a slap) joke from SisEsh over the weekend ..

Which is more talkative, bread or kopi (coffee) ?

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Answer: Bread .... why?

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Bread-TALK ... Kopi-TIAM.

=.= !

Qian bian rite ??!!!! *rolls eyes*

Lunar's Over

... means no more excuses to bumming around.

If only the internet connection in the office was much more cooperative and not be the only special child that throws frequent tantrums. It's so frustrating, and I know it sounds rather ridiculous to blame my lappie's inefficiency and occassional hangs as a cause to it. I'm so sure the connecting and disconnecting of my MSN and Bittorent (just 20% more and it will shut off permanently .. I hope) causes some kind of damage to the system.

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The bumps on my forehead have cleared .. well, more like moved down south to the lower part of my face and I feel like I have shave cuts like a man after my facial on Wednesday. Another suffering experience. And facials were supposed to be some sort of indulgence like spa. I hope it clears this time.

Got up much earlier than usual to be so semangat to work today .. but end up coming in late AGAIN. Had to shampoo coz I feel really icky this morning and needed a comfortable and fresh feel to work properly. Didn't even have time to blow my hair and I have a mane ... not hair ... lion-like hair. -.- ! I refuse to trim off the dried ends coz I know that the visit to the salon will mean that my hair come out with 3 inches shorter. It won't work well with the curlers .. which he has yet to fulfil his promise.

Can't wait till he gets back tomorrow .. and am gonna be generous with my pampering.

Anyone knows of a good massage oil I can easily get through counters? Inexpensive ones of course. I'm so lousy at this that I can only think of Johnson's Baby Oil. -.- !

H.E.A.R.T.

**~** I HEART BIGONE ! **~**

Valentine's 2008 was great. Somehow I always felt Valentines wasn't my fate. I can say so far, I have never spent it quite as much happy as this. Simple .. no big hoohaa, over the top or drama/movie romance. Bottomline .. HAPPY ... deliriously happy.

Thanks darling for loving me ... I couldn't ask for more. Big Kissie !

Proud owner of the Atlas Toggle Necklace.

And when I start to indulge in my fantasy of everything falling into place romantically like in romantic movies ... it slaps me back to reality.

I'm jilted again this weekend coz BigOne loves the putting balls into holes in acres of greenery. I pouted. He sighs and made it sound like it's some kind of obligatory chore dreaded but unavoidable. Why can't men just admit that they would do anything to have a round of golf with the boys? M.E.N.

I still love you darling .... as long as I'm always rewarded for not complaining being jilted all the time love is unconditional and doesn't require pressence 24/7.

Oh well .. at least I have time for myself and happy to do some real family bonding with me parents. Over Mahjong. It is a family activity in the Pang's residence. *wink*

We're no big gamblers. We simplified the calculation and the max that you can lose is $4 .. which is like damn alot to us. *teehee* I have been damn lucky. My turning point was exagerrating. Won 2 games with 4-Feis. Won with Big-4. I hope I don't jinx myself.

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**~** I HEART FIREWORKS **~**

So much .... so so so so much !!! You have no idea how bimbo I can get when I see fireworks. Seriously .. not funny at all. I can be sooooo fugging engrossed and mesmerized by the bursting colorful lights that I feel as though I'm floating towards the lights.

And it can be so freaking embarassing. Really.

I had no idea that I was whoaaa'ing all the way while video'ing the display of shooting stars at the local resident committee hub. Damn chun'ted ok ! I played back the video on my mobile camera and people around me started giving me disgusted faces as though I was viewing some porno on my camera. I know ... I sounded as though I was climaxing for the past minute of so. *sweat* Ignore the my potong sound effects and just appreciate the fireworks can? I'm sorry I can't help it .. it comes naturally.

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**~** I HEART PRADA ROMA **~**

Who am I kidding. I haven't even been there. YET. Hehe.

The newly weds are back from their honeymoon from the Swiss and Italy. WE all got what we wanted to purchased .. very very pleased with the great deals .. and are all influenced to plan the next holiday to Rome. But it's so freaking expensive for us people living in "poor" countries to really enjoy and splurge. 5 times! And for Singaporeans ... it's just like us Malaysians crossing over the border for a holiday. It's so unfair. And I shall wait patiently for the day my country is on par with the others. Slowly slowly wait.

P/S# Thanks Geline for your shopping consultancy. Very satisfied with it.

Cupid Love

I did try to upload this adorable picture some time ago but it wouldn't animate then. Finally managed to pull it off this time.

Somehow I relate myself so well to this .. I'm the silly one on the right and of course my special one will always be clueless of my actions.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !

May you be loved and blush with glowing happiness this very day !

Big Big Big Hugs & Flying Kisses !

Scandalous

As much as you hate him, you gotta give da man some respect. He scored with some of the finest ladies in HK entertainment industry. Even JZ want to worship him as a new religion. And his publicity is soaring high despite for the wrong reasons. Bottom line is .. as much as you hate it .. you envy him for having them ladies yearning for his high and mighty pink glory. *wink*

The only thing I'm waiting for are Maggie Q's pics!!! Sources said they have been released this morning and I'm so eager to see them. So far I only saw one .. nothing to roar about, looks like a sexy mag shot for some men's magazine. Wondering if she did Bobo's signature pose, or is she one of "them" .. swearing religiously to keep her pubes like a catholic's virginity. *slaps own mouth just in case it's jinxed and backfired at me!*

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Caught the afternoon news on the local channel i.e. NTV7 .. and they actually had a sms poll for Valentine's Day.

"Valentine's Day akan menggalakkan aktiviti maksiat". (it was something like this .. but the last 3 key words were definitely there).
Translated as "Valentine's Day will encourage "sinful" acitivities". The word sinful/maksiat there meant of course .. "sinful" sexual activities.

62% agreed.

This is like one big joke. To actually use the word "maksiat" .. hahaha ...

It's the loving day .. give love .. receive love .. "make love" ?? Duhhh .......

Why make it sound so wrong ???

Post New Year Blues

So the malas to work. So the malas to blog. So the malas to basically do anything. There you have it .. Post-CNY-Blues symptoms. And today, I experienced major pain due to my late menses. I nearly died. And for the first time after 4 years, I had my jab again. Totally unbearable. Why do I have to go through such torment?

CNY was daaaammmnn boring to the max can! I was so bitchy and naggy for the 4 days straight I had to sit in JB .. even my mom who was on a more positive note couldn't stand my grumpiness. JB has never been this empty. New Year has never been this "exciting". And all I could do is console myself by floating my wandering mind to the place we all ought to be .. and island, filled with food and fun, despite how stressing it could be to our health - heat, unhealthy food, excessive eating, excessive partying, upside down living schedule of night becomes day and vise-versa. I don't gamble .. even betting $1 - $5 doesn't even count as gambling, so I'll leave that out. Macam you all don't tell yourself that .. "once a year only maaa..."

Buy yay .. bigger angpow this year .. since I'm absorbing their cost of an additional angpow supposedly owned by my bro .. who has given up his eligibility of asking for one. Makes up for the amount of angpows I left out collecting from where I supposed to be.

For the first time my house did resembled a "chinese" one during CNY. Each year we would MIA so we were less bothered of the festive aura since we are always back after the festive season. This year everyone took the liberty to make it decent looking. We had flowers. OK .. plants to be exact. I mean .. Plant (without an "s"). We had chinese words up on the walls. And my dad blasted the most insane Cina song ever. Somehow I yet to appreciate the cina jingles. Somehow it's so annoying to me. And to my mom. And to make things worse .. dad had an English version to the cina jingles. Same annoying jingle, different language. It doesn't help at all. It's just so weird.

Pussy-willows. Can you imagine how sua-ku I am. I still think these plants are fake. I thought the real plants do bloom those pink blossoms, which they don't and people usually stuck on the fake ones instead. I waited for it to bloom. A week later, no sign of any pink buds at all. And I thought that the cotton buds got mouldy since the yellow spots looked like mould/fungus. =.= """" slap me awake ba !!!

The usual steamboat during reunion dinner. It's so healthy here it's boring. And everyone went over to the "kids" section instead ... where I was.

Steamboat fusion a.k.a. The "Kids" Section. Teppanyaki of everything NOT boring. Fresh juicy AND TASTY squid. Ostrich meat. Smoked-duck. 3 types of salmon - Norwegian, Japanese (i forgot the last, but it's definitely not smoked). And etc.

Big Big applause to Mamamia. She cooked for CNY. And not only it's decently cooked ... it's amazingly delicious. FYI .. she hasn't really been in the kitchen this long before. She's so amazed and proud of herself. Wide spread .. nyum nyum ..

Jiu Ju Char. So good .. that BigOne who doesn't really like JiuHuChar helped himself to a big serving.

Home-made tofu-fish cake. Also damn nice.
Hou-See-Fat-Choi.

Tu-Kar. Pork's knuckle/trotter/leg

Steamed chicken in wine.
And the must .. Tu-Tor-Thng. Pig's stomach soup.

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This was the closest I could get to seeing my favourite Lion Dance act ... watching one in a mall. -.- " And for 25+ years .. I have never never seen a 2 legged lion dance. Funny sia~

It's a brand new year .. again

Chinese Style!

Funny how I am so much more excited for the CNY than Christmas.

Funny coz this year am not making my way back to the lil'island.

I'm gonna miss Penang sooooo much. *sobs*

It's 3.00pm on the eve of CNY eve. I sooo wanna balik already. Dah laa tomorrow have to work half day somemore. And my boss happily annoys me by telling me he's not coming in tomorrow .. and taking a half day off today .. by telling me he's offsetting it with the Thaipusam leave the company owes him. Double standard.

The newly weds are flying off to Zurich tonight .. and it's 10 days later till I can see my love at first sight. At least no one's here to fight over the bak-kua and peaches, and left all for me to wallop. I'll be a bak-kua by post CNY.

Happy Chinese New Year people !!!

May you be prosperous in wealth and health and most importantly .. Happiness !

Endurance

Of the torture I went through yesterday with my dermatologist. It was hell. Blame it on my luck for having my whole face clogged big time. I pity her for having to go through so much trouble to save me. I pity myself more ... somehow it's building up some derma-phobic symptoms. I fear the next visit. I was completely exhausted from the pain endurance I went through. I couldn't scream or release any tension that was burning in me. All I could do was squeeze my fist so hard that I sunk my nails into my hand, hoping to divert the pain from my face to my hand which was more tolerable. Tak jadi. And my exhaustion led me to a deep sleep during the "cooling" treatment.

Now I understand how it's like to go through labour. Somehow it's the same. Suffer-exhaustion-sleep. Whatever!

No pain no gain. Though I could bloody chew off her head for putting me in such suffering, it wasn't her fault. And I could only thank her for doing such a good job and giving me such good service and advice. Hope everything gets better from now onwards.

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More weddings ...

Congrats to Roaland & WeiLing a.k.a. AMANDA

... I just had to do it, though I feel that she shrugged off that name loooong time ago. Proven so since the backdrop spelled out WeiLing instead of the latter.

She looked like a Japanese princess doll from a box. Saluted her courage for having her braces on her big day. I would defer my big day til I get it off if was me. What to do ... vain pot!Another high-school reunion.

Miss my biatch-SisGis!
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CNY Mood kicking in ... means bad news.

No mood to work.
Spending mood. Somehow there isn't enough new clothes. 15 days of CNY = 15 new clothes. Justifiable? I think I need to stop hanging out with SisGis. She's bad influence! But I still love her.

Gluttoning mood. I can't stop thinking about the Bak Kua at home .. *drools*
No mood to work out. Been giving myself alot of excuses to skip classes .. YogaGuruShirley's still in treatment, need to make cookies, muscle cramps ... why can't I stop forcing myself to go? It should be done willingly.

Speaking of which ... time to head to class!

Sinful Torture

Three things that are geniously invented ... but SHOULDN'T and NEVER be used together simultaneously.

The flourescent white light.
The magnifying mirror.

The tweezer.

Once you start, there's no stopping.

It's a temptation and sinful but endulging self torture worse than rich chocolate that is named Sinful Chocolate (I think there's this flavor in Baskin Robbins) .

My appointment with the pore excavator is not due till a week's time. I can't wait any longer. I only wanted to squeeze out the exploding zit .. which eventually did exploded. But I ended up butchering my whole face. I knew better not to do it today. I was so looking forward and gonna meet the little angels and the big sis tomorrow. Die. BigOne added the pressure and told me to look pretty, sending a big gulp down my throat. Double Die.

The miracle enriched aloe vera masque my dermatologist gave me is finished although I rationed it well enough to last me longer than it should. Triple Die.

I can only hope for a miracle tomorrow morning. But then again, the skin looks deceivingly radiant after the beauty rest. It's only after 1 hour setting in that reveals its true self.

Howwwwwwwwww ............................... *sob*

Neverending Tourment

... of WORK !

I know the "i-so-tired-and-stressed-from-work" is so over-used, over-procrastinated, over-rated, that it becomes numb to me or let alone anyone else. The end of 2007 up till now has been major hectic .. work .. people don't really believe that I actually have that many things to do in the office, or just think that I'm a vase. Superficial. Just because I have trouble explaining and defining my job responsibilities doesn't mean I just pick a few from the back of my head to make me sound "useful" to my company and the society.

Oh well .. Just 2-3 more weeks then I can breathe again. Been working close to a 12 hour working day for the past couple of weeks. The yoga classes keeps my sanity in place and forces me to leave my new found dependent that I can't live without daily ... my desk. And to make things worse, the printer wouldn't cooperate with me.

And to top it all off .. I have to O.T. at Hot-Mama's bakery. Still keeping my fingers crossed and dreaming of the Cookie Jar plan to realize.

I semangat woke up early today just to get into office half an hour earlier to work. Make that an hour since I had my breakfast at home already. BigOne gave me a wake up call at 7.30 since he had to go in early as well. For the first time, I slept on him over the phone. We slept on each other. It's so tourmenting to wake up early. Speaking of which, I need my daily caffeine dosage now.

Enough of whining .. more happy news:

Freda & Ray's Wedding

Congrats to the both of you !

Complete basic colors ..

Ace was worried how this pic would turn out ..
Do .. Re .. Mi ..

Our bi-a-tch .. MelvinTee

... and my DancingQueenSisEsh !
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SALE !!!

Coach Bag for Sale !!!

COACH HOLIDAY PATCHWORK MULTICOLOR TOTE

Authentic - 100% Original.

• Brand New
• Comes with the COACH Dust Bag
• You're more than welcome to bring it to the Coach Boutique to check for its authenticity / genuineness
• Still availabe in the Coach Boutique (I hope)
• Original Price : RM 2,600+
• Willing to let go for : RM 1,800.00

Disclaimer: I'm selling this on behalf of a friend. I shall forward any enquiries to her and she's free to answer them at my page (if any). Cash on delivery as requested by owner, however, may also make other arrangements if possible.

Choco Choco Chip Cookies

The Hot Mama's baking again.

An annual event never to miss.

Grab now ...

Hot-Mama's Home-Baked
Chocolate Chip Cookies

For Sale .. at only
RM 15.00 per bottle !
350 grams per bottle.
Don't be an annoying fart and ask me how many cookies makes out 350 grams!

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Reasons to Stock up on Hot Mama's Choc Chip Cookies

1. Chinese New Year's round the corner, and bet you peeps out there are so bored of the normal festive cookies. For a change, try choc chips.
2. Bribe your future in-laws by giving them festive goodies. Beats the over-commercialized and over-priced-rip-off goodie baskets.
3. So nyum nyum that it'll make Famous Amos be on it's guard.
4. Worth every penny! Bursting with choc chips. Unlike those cheapo's out-there with one chip per cookie!
5. Cheap. Ingrediants have increased in price alooooot !
6. Healthy. Homemakers know sh!t about using artificial flavours and preservatives.
7. Baked by the hottest and coolest mum ~ checkout her facebook account!
8. Hard labour by A-grade people i.e. moi (young, attractive, using french manicured nails) and P.Diddy (not so young, but still attractive, best dad ever) and Jumi (the smartest, wisest, dedicated and best maid ever exported by Indonesia) - Good Labour Don't Come Cheap ! *wink*
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or in the comments box below.

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Spread the word if you like it .. we'll do orders on requests all year round.

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed

The very minute I set my foot on the left side of my bed this morning, I knew that it's like some kind of bad omen. I rarely (like 95%) get out of bed on this side, unless, otherwise, under some circumstances, whatever, reason it may be. Suddenly felt like I'm trying to confuse and divert from the main point like Pinnochio in Shrek.

Suprisingly under such major "sleep-hangover" which I get almost every workday morning, my brain could still somehow correlate any event happened to that first step I took on the left.

And true enough, the first bad thing happened just 20 minutes after I woke.

I used my black eyeliner to do my eyebrows. Couldn't be less bothered to clean it up and redo it with the proper tools, I decided to experiment with black, after wanting to change the usual brown for the longest time ever. I look weird. My brows are so prominent now I feel like Agyness Deyn.

Brown hair, black brows - Big No No. Somehow everyone around me look good in black or greyish brows.

I hope I survive the day.

Unity of 2 Souls * 2 Hearts become 1

5th January 2008

marks the celebration of 2 souls, united as 1.

Jason & Cheryl.

My bro, all grown up .. and now .. married. Love him, hate him.
Hope he now embodies some fatherly traits to make me love him more, instead of being the annoying Brother that I have lived with for the past quarter of a century. I could do stand in as your "kid" for you to start training to be a dad in time to come, since BigOne always thinks I'm a premature teenager most of the time.

One of the happiest moments in the Pang family events. I could notice the excitement in my folks coz P.Diddy was already very smartly dressed up by 6.30 in the morning while I was still showing my horrendous lorry langgar face in pink and red polka dot PJs. I still haven't gotten used to seeing my brother proclaiming his love to TaiSou loud and proud to everyone. It's a Brother-Sister thing. "Mushy" wasn't a component in our relationship molecule. And this causes weird reactions like disgust, forming of goosebumps and sudden tearing. But I was proud and very happy for him .. I mean .. THEM.

Love was all around. Happiness was contagious. We saw it .. we felt it.

Once in a blue moon occassion .. where I gave my bro a big tight hug for 5 seconds, and he didn't push me away. Instead he hugged me back with warm loving arms.

Welcome to the family. Now officially a Pang.
Be afraid ... be very afraid ......
I'll be raiding your closet to borrow all your bags .. clothes .. make up ... etc etc etc ..
*Teeheehee* Feels so good to have a sister. (I have Sista's .. that's different) I'm so deprived.

I.Heart.My.Mamamia.The boys whom I literally grew up with.
Yes, they saw me through puberty. And it wasn't a pleasant experience.
Big Bullies !!!!!The Jie-Mei's.
And the bride.

Team Purple. " I ... take thee ... to be my lawfully wedded ... to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health ... to love and to cherish 'till death do us part."
When TaiSou made her vows .. we all awed to her sweet little voice. But it became meeker, and then only we knew she was overwhelmed with happiness, too much to handle, tears of joy flowed.

And ours flowed synchronizingly.

Didn't take much photos with my camera during the dinner session coz I was busy running around the hall. We had a photographer, so the phototaking was his job that night ... not mine. :)

Emcee'ing was kinda fun. My first time. Was a very very very last minute thingy. But it went on fine. Quite petrified at first .. speaking on stage in front of some 500 people.

People think that it's no biggie for me since it isn't my first time being on stage.

Catwalking and emceeing is NOT the same. The former is that I don't open my mouth and stammer.

But the mic can be very addictive. I was already walking from one end of the hall to another with the wireless mic into my second speech for the night. And building up the crowd like my concert at the end of the night.

Anyone wanna contract me for their wedding?

I'm just talented. BAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!!! Puuiikk !

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Though just 10 days into 2008, I am already deeply loving the year.

January itself has 3 public holidays. Feels like I get an additional off day every week. A week after next, we have Thaipusam. And then CNY comes after another week.

All public holidays this year does not fall on a Saturday. Except for Agong's Birthday .. that's a fixed on the first Saturday in June. To compensate all the losses I have suffered last year, forfeiting those that fell on Saturday.

I keep track on holidays on the calender like a hound dog.

I'm such a bad HR person. *wink*

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Never be a smart alec (how'd you spell that anyway?)
Kiang jiu ho .. mai kei kiang !

I was scoffing down the last doughnut WaiMing bought me.
He's like my doughnut supplier. Domo arigatou gozaimasu.

Never abuse your doughnut by heating it up over and over again.
My peanut butter doughnut went through the disastrous ordeal of being heated, frozen, and heated again ...
it mutated to be a CrispyNut.

It was the weirdest doughnut I ever ate. Poor thing. So love your doughnuts with tender loving care!

Happy 2008 !

To start-off the great spanking new year .. shoutout to a babe .. and not a hunk. *evil grin*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ...

Charz & Fruit Zhong !

Another year has just passed. A brand new year. A new beginning. A better year for everything.

The year ended pleasantly .. and quietly. Total opposite to what we had last year .. major 3-day long marathon partying. Nothing beats going through the festivities in the warm arms of your loved one. *blush*

Am not gonna make any resolutions this year .. and I'm not even going to appraise my 2007 resolutions. It's like I jinxed it or something. Mentioned something, it just gets worse. Yea ... like even worse off than 2006. =.=

But 2007 has been a great year .. a turning point at the quarter life crisis for the better. Every year we hope for something better .. a promotion .. to get a windfall .. strike 4-D .. get married to some tycoon .. etc etc etc. But the fundamental point to all of these is to be happy. So instead of crossing my fingers for all the near impossible .. I would wish for that every year will be a better and HAPPIER one. Ok, I know everything is possible .. a matter of how much effort is put in .. AND .. being at the right place at the right time.

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Pics from Mr.Kiat's birthday .. 2006 Birthday that is ..

The Booze ..

The Babes ..
BlurCharz, DancingQueenEsh, BrideToBeFreda, Moi

SisBroLong

GoldManJimmy

What a night ........ it's been a while when we all got crazy ..

but the KL trip we had was still da bomb !

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New Year with Joe and his daughters.
Byno, Sacha and Moi.

Surprisingly we still looked decent at 4am with no eyebrows or make-up.