Here's to my sis whom I've been neglecting .....

Studies tore us apart ... so did work ... but no matter what, you'll always be there in my heart. You've said it before .. and we did agree on it. It doesn't matter how seldom we talk, how seldom we hang out, how seldom we confide to each other, how seldom we bitch around, how seldom we are physically together, we know deep down inside, we'll always be there for each other, and we'll be the best'est sis to each other. Period!

A tribute to our friendship, sistership, kinship (???) .. for the past 12 years.

I LOVE YOU SISTA~ESH

Giggles~~

Some time ago .. I've got this joke on my mobile .. it nearly killed me by my own laughter. So simple .. yet simply hillarious ! Would wanna know who is the one that created it. And so it goes ...

There were 3 eggs in the fridge.

Egg 1 whispered to Egg 2 ..

"Wei, the egg beside got hair one"

Egg 3 heard it and said angrily ..

"Limpei si KIWI .. not egg !!!"

And so the weekend passed .. very quiet weekend. Nothing much to do but bumming around having loads and loads of tea/coffee/alcohol??? sessions. Feels like back in the uni days again. Can't wait for the weekend to come again ... KL here we come !!!!!!!!!

Viva la France

Feeling good about the week already. Thanks to the people that make my day everyday. Love you all ~~ Feeling very inspired to blog right now .. although it isn't a really appropriate time to do so ... *sorry*

I've managed to locate the french song I've been loving all these while .. obviously it was darn hard to find coz...

(1) It's French ..
(2) I don't know French .. and
(3) I have no whatsoever knowledge on French music or artistes.

But given my god-given-blessed brains .. I decided to start my detour from "moodless" work to search for it. And wallahh.... I found it ... Je Ne Feux Pas Travailler. Enjoy .. I've jez added it to my blog music. Very light, sunny, happy tune .. makes my day ... and i'll call it Happy Tune now ! Totally ecstatic !

Euphoria of success contentment ! Ok .. i'm exaggerating , but it is what I am right now!

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Stumbled upon a blog entree by a lame bitch this morning ... hillarious ...

No better way to start the day with insaneous laughter!

* And I'm gonna laugh out so loud my jaws got cramped ! Haha .... *

Gis said it reminded her of her primary/secondary essay composition "My Holiday". Bad Bad Bad !!! I'm not an expert in blogging whatsoever and definitely have nothing against people who doesn't know the language well. I feel that all blogs entries should be of expressing oneself, screw the bad grammar, typo, languange, etc ... it isn't supposed to be something to show off, wannabe, to impress, etc etc ... trying too hard?!!! It ain't working, doll !! I'd be most glad to swear my heart out with joy and laughter, unfortunately under alooooooot of circumstances, I'd chose to remain rational and compose of myself.

*but some of my friends have already heard bout my "freedom of etc etc etc" this morning .. it's like the coolest, most spontaneous statement i've made all month long*

How could I ignore ... the picture was too eye-catching and tempting not to click on it .. wannabe-fugly !! Haha ~~~

*Soon ... this short entry is dedicated to you. For commenting that I'm too long-winded in my blog entries* Gebang power !!! Hahaha~~~

Hope's back baybehhh ~~~

Weekend's here again ... how time flies ... REALLY REALLY flies man! I was dreading March coz it had too many working days in it, but April seems to pass damn fast ! Too many hols in it too ! It's kinda stupid that I'm actually complaining about it coz I'm the Holiday-Queen in the office. Nooo~~ I do not always take "unnecessary" leave just to lepak k~ But there're jez too many things/assignments/work to be done and I don't have enough time for it all. Should give myself a pat on the back coz I haven't been slacking off much .. haha ... No Vic, I won't leave excess for tomorrow... I just can't help it .. WIP !!!

Met up with the Gis for our usual yamcha session .. with FangTin this time. Funny how gals can actually yak so much about almost everything .. well, gossips most of the time. My mom says that Gis is my boyfriend, yea .. if I crossed over. But then again, Haflin is a hotter chick and would make a better lesbo than Gis coz she's not really lesbo-prone. What to do .. Singleton "spinsters" are like that ... have each other lor. Note that I used the word "spinster" coz we're better off with our ex's hoping that they're "dead" ... hahaha~~~ just kidding, I'm not such a sour grape. Life is cool babe .. if it ain't meant it, then leave it. Macam "playa" punya statement ler ... haha ... I'm NOT !!! But it's jez facts, no use brooding over spilt rotten milk right? There's bound to be obstacles, just pick yourself up and move on. Sistas~~ be strong!!! And for the million'th and zillion'th time ... I'm fine .. I'm happy .. I'm not sad .. I'm not agitated .. I'm not jaded or depressed whatsoever.. and NO, I DON'T KNOW WHY and I DON'T WANT TO KNOW WHY .. and if you guys do understand WHY .. then you let me know k. Tired of explaining and having people coming up to me with their sad worried faces with all these questions ... There's always new hope, and better hope, and happier hope ~ Hope's back baybehhh ~~~~ here to stay ~~~ I hope so ~~~

What's installed for me this weekend?? Hmmm.. i really don't know. Gis was complaining what losers we are by passing our Friday at the mamak... How Happening. Time seems to pass really slow then .. 8pm .. 8.20pm .. 8.40pm ... *grrrrr* And she starts brooding on how wonderful life was back then when we're still in college, having "happening" fridays. Gurl..wakie wakie .. welcome to adult'hood .. It'll be worse when we get older. Haha.... scaring the shit out of you guys again eh~~~

Headed back home at 9pm .. to my estranged horror to find ants in my sink and around my side console, having the time of their lives to my Listerine, stoning out without a slightest fear of being squashed or flushed away. It seems like the ants have concluded their final seconds of their lives to being in a state of ecstacy, having a taste of heaven before heading there by the ticket complimented by moi. *whatever, totally negligeable*

Perhaps I'll make use of this weekend to nourish my dear mind by more reading. Do you know anyone who has on hand 3 unfinished read books and dozens more new ones, and have always attempted to finish all 3 simultaneously? Well .. that's me. I have my (1) Crap-Book i.e. book above the toilet bowl a.k.a. Devil Wear's Prada, (2) Right Bedside Book i.e. book that heads me to slumberland a.k.a. Good-To-Great, and (3) Left Bedside Book i.e. book on the other end of my bed a.k.a. Da Vincci Code. I'm soooooo almost done with Book(3) ok, just few more pages left !! And the new ones ... oh, don't get me started. I'm not a shopaholic, just so happened to get infected earlier this year .. and NOO~~ it's not cause of any particular reason, all women are shopping freaks, just that I entered "puberty" a lil later than others. Still wanna get more books ... especially the last few books of Harry Porter *hehehe..kiddo!*

Current craze .... Nerina Pallot. She's amazing !! I can have Sophia playing on and on and on and on and on. Btw, if you're damn blurrr... it's the song playing on my blog now. I don't get the meaning, but I jez love the tune. An addition to my fav vocals after Jewel, Corrine May and Corrine Bailey Rae.

I am soooooooooooooooo not a hair person. I've got the curls I've always wanted .. but I don't know how to maintain it. It looks like a fluff of wired hair that needs serious rebonding now. Neither curly nor straight. I followed the instructions of my stylist, but can't seem to get the effect out!! Billy .. S.O.S. !!! I'll head there tomorrow for my new hair color and curls readjustments! I want princessy curly-wurly .. not scruff !! The bangs are growing real fast .. don't look so much like an idiot now .. hahaha ... grow baby grow!!!

Moving On ~

Current Fashionista Trend : Break-Ups

Really .. it's like some kind of fashion statement or plague hitting almost everyone I know. Till the point I wonder .. what's real anymore? What's real happiness? Why say things when you don't mean it? Why the lies? You go through this relationship for like years and finally realized that it's not meant to be anymore. And when you end it, you're not happy ... well, at least for the time being, and then move on. Some never moved on or refuse to move on, or worse move to the wrong direction. This is when the heart gets ahead of the mind, or ... dick gets way ahead of everything else that every slightest drop of rationalism within is lost.

They said everything happens for a reason, usually for the better. Yea, 90% true .. but there's always the exceptional 10% ... which no one gets or understands. You think you know the person well enough after years of relationship, but turns out it isn't what you always assume to be. The grass is never greener on the other side, yea ... when you stepped out of the blardy meadow and realized you've always been in a swamp. But thank god you are out of that swamp.

When shit happens, all you can do is be strong .. everyone will tell you to be strong. It's so tired to be strong .. there's always vulnerabilities within a person. There's this misconception that being vulnerable means being weak. NO .... there's always a softer side in every human. And the fucked up world always makes piss arse assumptions from people being down. Duhhh~~~ Among us 3 Sista's .. I'm the strongest one, Sis-Esh made a candid remark that I'm the captain of the ship .. if I falter the ship will sink. Hahaha~~~ Sis .. tired de ler ! I told her I'll go crazy if I keep being tough .. perhaps lose all emotions in me. IMPOSSIBLE LORR ... I've always been the emotional one too .. always daydreaming ... *slap! wake up laa ... no need to work mer*

Nevertheless, glad to have friends whom are oh so supportive for each other. Sis .. don't give up hope .. hope is there, just haven't meet it yet. Everything happens for a reason, and always for the better .. we're in th 90% zone. Thanking God that he has finally helped me opened my eyes. Am happy ... very happy ... and looking forward to more happiness !!!

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Jasmine and Geline have identical hairstyle .. all mod dolly look. Jasmine looks like a JB replica of Felicia Chin, and Geline ... gorgeous! Me ... no guts to chop off those tresses .. USELESS!!!!!

Have always been wanting to get those wavvy feminine curls ... and YES I've finally got it and my stylist Billy from H2O Hair Salon did a fantastic job. I went there with this visual in my head that I'll be getting the curls done like the City Square/Eon RFID Credit Card advert I did. Billy had someting else in mind and I never understood hairstyling jargons or descriptions .. but I trusted him with my hair. End result .. fresher, younger, newer look. LOVE IT !

Natural wavvy curls and rounded fringe. For a sec I though I might look like those "poodle" hairdo (I call it that for those who has their front half of hair stark straight and the back half with mini curls .. really look like DOG lor, somemore wanna act cute with it! *pukes*) The fringe is a little short now .. needs getting used to since I've always had it long and swept across the side, and there's the permanent parting which needs to be closed.

All said I look much younger ...who doesn't !! Hair is much more pumped up with volume ... me LIKEY !!!! I'll get to join the dolly-gang of Jasmine and Geline now ... any more new members??? *wink*

A Whole Lotta Sh!t (Part II)

Freakingly sienzzzz ~~~ My long weekend has been ruined. Plans to KL has been cancelled .. so there goes my partying plans, spa plans, shopping plans, meeting up and bitching with frens plans .. hunting plans(???) .. yadda yadda yadda~~~~ Me KL-excursion partner a.k.a. Sista Giselle, is down with some "low-blood-pressure" symptoms. Apparently she's been puking non-stop due to "severe dizziness" ... but still able to make it to Coffee Bean, shopping, yamcha at Zorro and partying later ................... *rolls eyes* Am desperate to go up .. still can't accept the fact that our much sought after plans is cancelled. Was really looking forward to it .. coz long weekends hadly come by! Don't give up ... we still have a longer weekend end of the month! Gambade!! Perhaps I'll jez make use of the excess time I have by cleaning up me room, hanging out with out-of-touch buddies, bitching abt life (nothing new) .. and perm my hair! YES ... I've been wanting to do it for such a long time .. hope it turns out ok!

Am all over JB town !!!! Bangga lebih !!! The "malai-mui" (malay girl) is me .. I know the pose is kinda funny .. like I have a lame left arm or something.. but underlying point is that .. it looks great. It jez blends in so well with the artwork and all ... really ... trust me ... the pic alone looks kinda weird without the artwork. When will I get my hands on the card ... *hints*hints*

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Am Married ....... NOT !

Although "Donald" would make a wonderful hubby, but our so-called "romance" ended after 2 1/2 days. Buahahahahhaha~~~~ Ok, make it "Daffy" instead, since Kah Hoong preferred the name to Donald .. he thinks I'm relating him to Donald Trump and he feels that it's such a insult to his "good looks" ... bleahhhhhhh .... but its the truth, he does look soooo much better than the billionaire. Me guy frens are envious of his nice physique in which he got it naturally from years of endurement of life as a mer-man. Too bad he's here in JB for only awhile .. if not sure alot of JB gals and siu-mui-mui will die in his hands! Goes to show that there aren't many men with good physique in JB .. sad sad. But Daffy kept on being modest by going "ho kua bo ho chiak" (In Hokkien: Nice to see, not nice to eat) Ladies out there, whoever "eaten" before please let us know whethere "nice to eat or not". *KH, must treat me next time for upping ur market value* Hahahaa ..... ok .. i'll stop being perverted here!

Have seen the visuals ... very NICE !!! Will upload them when I get my hands on em. Right now, just enjoy the ones from my camera. Apparently we annoyed the hell out of the photographer .. usually people gets too tired from the shoots .. but we couldn't get enough of it. Haha .. biasa laa .. cam whores!!! Ah-Keat the photographer is one of the most humourous one i've worked with before. I mean .. seriously .. usually the photographer is the one who always have to motivate the "couple" to get into the "mood" .. but he kept killing all the vibes man! Vice-versa, we're the best models he has worked with ba ... we killed him with insaneous laughter and annoying antics.

They ought to have longer pants for the grooms. It just didn't do justice to men whom are 1.8m tall ... and on the other hand, wearing short-sport-Nike socks with formal leather shoes isn't an option either!!!

KH claims his legs are sexy ... *roll eyes* !!! And he claims that by constantly being in the water for long hours, it hinders the growth of leg hair .. or any other hair for that matters .. except puberty hair of course! I can imagine if all swimmers are hairless people ...... ewwww, so not sexy !!!

This image/style is very cute .. ala Goong style with all the teddies around. Very the kawaii oo !! And my Le Croq Sportif shoes matched really well with the dress and the whole styling.
If you always thought that models always starve themselves sick, then you're goddamn WRONG ! That assumption has always been sooooooooo wrong. The staff got us pizza for lunch .. 1 regular pizza (and of course there were some side orders of cheese sticks, coleslaw etc) We looked at it in disbelieve .. TO SHARE???? where got enough !!!! And we ordered another Large pizza. Gluttoning away in the middle of our photoshoot ... muaahahhahaha~~~ Guess the aneroxic syndrome is only applicable to the ang-mohs .. Malaysian models are gluttons ... and KH is a pig ! He had to drag in his other male model buddies together for being pigs as well to justify him not having a freaking weird appetite. Whatever makes ya happy ..... But I certainly enjoy gluttoning too, and will do my "confessions" and punishments twice a week to Shirly (my yoga guru).

More annoying pics ... Acting cute again *pukes* at mid-20s ...

And finally the veil comes up .... awwww ... when will my big day come???

38 Session at MR with Melvin, Ming Yao and Qing Hua ...

Laughter rejuvenates the overall well being of every human inside out.

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Barbie Loves M.A.C.

I'm a Barbie Gal ... in a Barbie World .. Life in plastic .. It's fantastic ..

You can comb my hair .. Undress me anywhere ..

Imagination .. Life is your creation

(whoever wrote those lyrics must be sick about the bolded statement! Give Barbie some dignity y'all !!)

It's one interesting modelling job I've done. I think M.A.C. has always been very successful in transforming people with their make up. Previous collections, M.A.C. managed to transform my guy partner into this super tan garderner .. Btw, he's damn fair ok! And he had to slapped on loads of bronzing liquid, bronzing powder etc etc .. The effect? Macam real sia !!!

This time .. we're all dolls .. well, Ken is a little off coz he looks too chinese for a Ken Doll. Haha .. My frens said I looked so scary in all the pics i posted on my MSN Spaces, I don't deny that ... which doll isn't scary .. somemore trying to put blonde hair on a chinese gal. Harujuku ??? Hoho ... but I think they pulled it off really well ... and Vic and I really enjoyed being plastic throughout the Barbie Gal song. Meet the plastic-bunch ...

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Happy Birthday Granny

My granny turned ... errrr ... 90+ .. OMG, I actually didn't know how old she is, furthermore she's living under the same roof as I do !! I'm so useless ~~~~ *shame shame on me*

Schanppi stoled the limelight from the birthday gal .. how annoying! He has been rather .. or perhaps .. VERY annoying these days. I have loads of visitors to my place and he has to get all funked up like a raving lunatic. Trust me ... if you think shih-tsus are toy dogs and jez know how to act all cuddly and cute, then I think I got one with mutated genes that screwed up all the system in his head. But afterall .. he's my son and I love him to the max nonetheless!

Meet the family from my dad's side ... didn't know there were so many of us. Loads of them are actually cousin-niece/nephews .. clock is ticking and I'm still a Kid ! Haha ..