Endurance

Of the torture I went through yesterday with my dermatologist. It was hell. Blame it on my luck for having my whole face clogged big time. I pity her for having to go through so much trouble to save me. I pity myself more ... somehow it's building up some derma-phobic symptoms. I fear the next visit. I was completely exhausted from the pain endurance I went through. I couldn't scream or release any tension that was burning in me. All I could do was squeeze my fist so hard that I sunk my nails into my hand, hoping to divert the pain from my face to my hand which was more tolerable. Tak jadi. And my exhaustion led me to a deep sleep during the "cooling" treatment.

Now I understand how it's like to go through labour. Somehow it's the same. Suffer-exhaustion-sleep. Whatever!

No pain no gain. Though I could bloody chew off her head for putting me in such suffering, it wasn't her fault. And I could only thank her for doing such a good job and giving me such good service and advice. Hope everything gets better from now onwards.

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More weddings ...

Congrats to Roaland & WeiLing a.k.a. AMANDA

... I just had to do it, though I feel that she shrugged off that name loooong time ago. Proven so since the backdrop spelled out WeiLing instead of the latter.

She looked like a Japanese princess doll from a box. Saluted her courage for having her braces on her big day. I would defer my big day til I get it off if was me. What to do ... vain pot!Another high-school reunion.

Miss my biatch-SisGis!
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CNY Mood kicking in ... means bad news.

No mood to work.
Spending mood. Somehow there isn't enough new clothes. 15 days of CNY = 15 new clothes. Justifiable? I think I need to stop hanging out with SisGis. She's bad influence! But I still love her.

Gluttoning mood. I can't stop thinking about the Bak Kua at home .. *drools*
No mood to work out. Been giving myself alot of excuses to skip classes .. YogaGuruShirley's still in treatment, need to make cookies, muscle cramps ... why can't I stop forcing myself to go? It should be done willingly.

Speaking of which ... time to head to class!

Sinful Torture

Three things that are geniously invented ... but SHOULDN'T and NEVER be used together simultaneously.

The flourescent white light.
The magnifying mirror.

The tweezer.

Once you start, there's no stopping.

It's a temptation and sinful but endulging self torture worse than rich chocolate that is named Sinful Chocolate (I think there's this flavor in Baskin Robbins) .

My appointment with the pore excavator is not due till a week's time. I can't wait any longer. I only wanted to squeeze out the exploding zit .. which eventually did exploded. But I ended up butchering my whole face. I knew better not to do it today. I was so looking forward and gonna meet the little angels and the big sis tomorrow. Die. BigOne added the pressure and told me to look pretty, sending a big gulp down my throat. Double Die.

The miracle enriched aloe vera masque my dermatologist gave me is finished although I rationed it well enough to last me longer than it should. Triple Die.

I can only hope for a miracle tomorrow morning. But then again, the skin looks deceivingly radiant after the beauty rest. It's only after 1 hour setting in that reveals its true self.

Howwwwwwwwww ............................... *sob*

Neverending Tourment

... of WORK !

I know the "i-so-tired-and-stressed-from-work" is so over-used, over-procrastinated, over-rated, that it becomes numb to me or let alone anyone else. The end of 2007 up till now has been major hectic .. work .. people don't really believe that I actually have that many things to do in the office, or just think that I'm a vase. Superficial. Just because I have trouble explaining and defining my job responsibilities doesn't mean I just pick a few from the back of my head to make me sound "useful" to my company and the society.

Oh well .. Just 2-3 more weeks then I can breathe again. Been working close to a 12 hour working day for the past couple of weeks. The yoga classes keeps my sanity in place and forces me to leave my new found dependent that I can't live without daily ... my desk. And to make things worse, the printer wouldn't cooperate with me.

And to top it all off .. I have to O.T. at Hot-Mama's bakery. Still keeping my fingers crossed and dreaming of the Cookie Jar plan to realize.

I semangat woke up early today just to get into office half an hour earlier to work. Make that an hour since I had my breakfast at home already. BigOne gave me a wake up call at 7.30 since he had to go in early as well. For the first time, I slept on him over the phone. We slept on each other. It's so tourmenting to wake up early. Speaking of which, I need my daily caffeine dosage now.

Enough of whining .. more happy news:

Freda & Ray's Wedding

Congrats to the both of you !

Complete basic colors ..

Ace was worried how this pic would turn out ..
Do .. Re .. Mi ..

Our bi-a-tch .. MelvinTee

... and my DancingQueenSisEsh !
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SALE !!!

Coach Bag for Sale !!!

COACH HOLIDAY PATCHWORK MULTICOLOR TOTE

Authentic - 100% Original.

• Brand New
• Comes with the COACH Dust Bag
• You're more than welcome to bring it to the Coach Boutique to check for its authenticity / genuineness
• Still availabe in the Coach Boutique (I hope)
• Original Price : RM 2,600+
• Willing to let go for : RM 1,800.00

Disclaimer: I'm selling this on behalf of a friend. I shall forward any enquiries to her and she's free to answer them at my page (if any). Cash on delivery as requested by owner, however, may also make other arrangements if possible.

Choco Choco Chip Cookies

The Hot Mama's baking again.

An annual event never to miss.

Grab now ...

Hot-Mama's Home-Baked
Chocolate Chip Cookies

For Sale .. at only
RM 15.00 per bottle !
350 grams per bottle.
Don't be an annoying fart and ask me how many cookies makes out 350 grams!

Freshly baked cookies, guaranteed finger licking that make you crave for more!

Reasons to Stock up on Hot Mama's Choc Chip Cookies

1. Chinese New Year's round the corner, and bet you peeps out there are so bored of the normal festive cookies. For a change, try choc chips.
2. Bribe your future in-laws by giving them festive goodies. Beats the over-commercialized and over-priced-rip-off goodie baskets.
3. So nyum nyum that it'll make Famous Amos be on it's guard.
4. Worth every penny! Bursting with choc chips. Unlike those cheapo's out-there with one chip per cookie!
5. Cheap. Ingrediants have increased in price alooooot !
6. Healthy. Homemakers know sh!t about using artificial flavours and preservatives.
7. Baked by the hottest and coolest mum ~ checkout her facebook account!
8. Hard labour by A-grade people i.e. moi (young, attractive, using french manicured nails) and P.Diddy (not so young, but still attractive, best dad ever) and Jumi (the smartest, wisest, dedicated and best maid ever exported by Indonesia) - Good Labour Don't Come Cheap ! *wink*
9. You'll be surprised that you'll come back next year for more!

So hurry .. Order Now !

Drop me your orders in my email: jamieternity@yahoo.com

or in the comments box below.

Please state your name and contacts and order amounts .. I will contact you when I've received the orders.

I'll take in orders for JB - delivery/pick-ups will be arranged.

Spread the word if you like it .. we'll do orders on requests all year round.

I woke up on the wrong side of the bed

The very minute I set my foot on the left side of my bed this morning, I knew that it's like some kind of bad omen. I rarely (like 95%) get out of bed on this side, unless, otherwise, under some circumstances, whatever, reason it may be. Suddenly felt like I'm trying to confuse and divert from the main point like Pinnochio in Shrek.

Suprisingly under such major "sleep-hangover" which I get almost every workday morning, my brain could still somehow correlate any event happened to that first step I took on the left.

And true enough, the first bad thing happened just 20 minutes after I woke.

I used my black eyeliner to do my eyebrows. Couldn't be less bothered to clean it up and redo it with the proper tools, I decided to experiment with black, after wanting to change the usual brown for the longest time ever. I look weird. My brows are so prominent now I feel like Agyness Deyn.

Brown hair, black brows - Big No No. Somehow everyone around me look good in black or greyish brows.

I hope I survive the day.

Unity of 2 Souls * 2 Hearts become 1

5th January 2008

marks the celebration of 2 souls, united as 1.

Jason & Cheryl.

My bro, all grown up .. and now .. married. Love him, hate him.
Hope he now embodies some fatherly traits to make me love him more, instead of being the annoying Brother that I have lived with for the past quarter of a century. I could do stand in as your "kid" for you to start training to be a dad in time to come, since BigOne always thinks I'm a premature teenager most of the time.

One of the happiest moments in the Pang family events. I could notice the excitement in my folks coz P.Diddy was already very smartly dressed up by 6.30 in the morning while I was still showing my horrendous lorry langgar face in pink and red polka dot PJs. I still haven't gotten used to seeing my brother proclaiming his love to TaiSou loud and proud to everyone. It's a Brother-Sister thing. "Mushy" wasn't a component in our relationship molecule. And this causes weird reactions like disgust, forming of goosebumps and sudden tearing. But I was proud and very happy for him .. I mean .. THEM.

Love was all around. Happiness was contagious. We saw it .. we felt it.

Once in a blue moon occassion .. where I gave my bro a big tight hug for 5 seconds, and he didn't push me away. Instead he hugged me back with warm loving arms.

Welcome to the family. Now officially a Pang.
Be afraid ... be very afraid ......
I'll be raiding your closet to borrow all your bags .. clothes .. make up ... etc etc etc ..
*Teeheehee* Feels so good to have a sister. (I have Sista's .. that's different) I'm so deprived.

I.Heart.My.Mamamia.The boys whom I literally grew up with.
Yes, they saw me through puberty. And it wasn't a pleasant experience.
Big Bullies !!!!!The Jie-Mei's.
And the bride.

Team Purple. " I ... take thee ... to be my lawfully wedded ... to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness or in health ... to love and to cherish 'till death do us part."
When TaiSou made her vows .. we all awed to her sweet little voice. But it became meeker, and then only we knew she was overwhelmed with happiness, too much to handle, tears of joy flowed.

And ours flowed synchronizingly.

Didn't take much photos with my camera during the dinner session coz I was busy running around the hall. We had a photographer, so the phototaking was his job that night ... not mine. :)

Emcee'ing was kinda fun. My first time. Was a very very very last minute thingy. But it went on fine. Quite petrified at first .. speaking on stage in front of some 500 people.

People think that it's no biggie for me since it isn't my first time being on stage.

Catwalking and emceeing is NOT the same. The former is that I don't open my mouth and stammer.

But the mic can be very addictive. I was already walking from one end of the hall to another with the wireless mic into my second speech for the night. And building up the crowd like my concert at the end of the night.

Anyone wanna contract me for their wedding?

I'm just talented. BAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!!! Puuiikk !

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Though just 10 days into 2008, I am already deeply loving the year.

January itself has 3 public holidays. Feels like I get an additional off day every week. A week after next, we have Thaipusam. And then CNY comes after another week.

All public holidays this year does not fall on a Saturday. Except for Agong's Birthday .. that's a fixed on the first Saturday in June. To compensate all the losses I have suffered last year, forfeiting those that fell on Saturday.

I keep track on holidays on the calender like a hound dog.

I'm such a bad HR person. *wink*

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Never be a smart alec (how'd you spell that anyway?)
Kiang jiu ho .. mai kei kiang !

I was scoffing down the last doughnut WaiMing bought me.
He's like my doughnut supplier. Domo arigatou gozaimasu.

Never abuse your doughnut by heating it up over and over again.
My peanut butter doughnut went through the disastrous ordeal of being heated, frozen, and heated again ...
it mutated to be a CrispyNut.

It was the weirdest doughnut I ever ate. Poor thing. So love your doughnuts with tender loving care!

Happy 2008 !

To start-off the great spanking new year .. shoutout to a babe .. and not a hunk. *evil grin*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ...

Charz & Fruit Zhong !

Another year has just passed. A brand new year. A new beginning. A better year for everything.

The year ended pleasantly .. and quietly. Total opposite to what we had last year .. major 3-day long marathon partying. Nothing beats going through the festivities in the warm arms of your loved one. *blush*

Am not gonna make any resolutions this year .. and I'm not even going to appraise my 2007 resolutions. It's like I jinxed it or something. Mentioned something, it just gets worse. Yea ... like even worse off than 2006. =.=

But 2007 has been a great year .. a turning point at the quarter life crisis for the better. Every year we hope for something better .. a promotion .. to get a windfall .. strike 4-D .. get married to some tycoon .. etc etc etc. But the fundamental point to all of these is to be happy. So instead of crossing my fingers for all the near impossible .. I would wish for that every year will be a better and HAPPIER one. Ok, I know everything is possible .. a matter of how much effort is put in .. AND .. being at the right place at the right time.

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Pics from Mr.Kiat's birthday .. 2006 Birthday that is ..

The Booze ..

The Babes ..
BlurCharz, DancingQueenEsh, BrideToBeFreda, Moi

SisBroLong

GoldManJimmy

What a night ........ it's been a while when we all got crazy ..

but the KL trip we had was still da bomb !

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New Year with Joe and his daughters.
Byno, Sacha and Moi.

Surprisingly we still looked decent at 4am with no eyebrows or make-up.