Pearl of the Orient

Been back to my so-called kampung (hometown) over the weekend to give my blessings to my cousin Ah-Soon gor-gor. I have been so enthusiastic about this trip for the longest time ever .. well, always enthusiastic about every trip back to Penang, that I just realized I booked my ticket back like some 5 months ago. Don't have a choice, being a cheapo, you just have to be a lil kiasu when it comes to budget airlines. On the contrary, if anyone would have sponsored my flight by generously offering me a first/business class ticket, I would still go with AirAsia .. coz I won't be an idiot to do the whole transit thingy which triples the traveling time.

Tiring Tiring trip .. my parents have been nagging at me since day one like a child that I get enough sleep. Mumzy dearie .. I'm old enough to take care of myself. I will recouperate from any sleep deprivation when I have to. The trip was too short and I fully utilize every single minute I was there. But it did made me realized that I ain't that young anymore and my body isn't that hyper-energetic like college kids no more.

The Newly-Weds. I've met the Mrs every single year during CNY and now it's official. New addition to the Saw family .. and YAY ! additional ang-pow next year! *teeheehee*

A.K.A. Tua-Ee .. Sa-Ee .. Ji-Ee

I do not normally bleach my face with make up, nor do I semangat set my hair for some dinner. But I came straight from the bridal show job I itchy-fide took on which explains why I look exaggerated for this humble wedding reception. Point is .. I have tinted-Green contacts on. Have been wanting to try on for the longest time ever .. and now I broke my virginity .. at least there was "protection". We had to put the contacts on for the show to make us more pan-asian .. don't think it really helps though. But I haven't gotten used to it and it was irritating the hell of me that I had to remove them. So much for wanting to lazer people with those gorgeous green blinkers.

My folks .. any resemblances?

The cuzzies ... Andy, Serena the einstein, and Sarah the cilli-padi.

I didn't expect the main introduction to be this interesting. Quite cool huh ..

.. more cuzzie .. Yao-Yao. I swore that everyone in the family calls him that, though it makes him sound really pussy'fied .. time for an upgrade!

I WAS known as Ting-ger for the longest time ever .. but at least I have been upgraded to Jamie. Ok ... I still get Ting-ger occassionally ... *grunts* but cute rite??? Macam ger-ger

The food was great, prolly coz I was starved to hell from the focassia I had since 10am, but the whole ambiance of the wedding turned out to be some karaoke singing fiesta. Inevitable when both the folks are the, not mistakingly, top people in their singing club.

The only people that will be singing at my wedding will be Rozz from Bagan. That's if I marry a tycoon who loves me so to splurge RM4,000 for 4 hours + misc charges to get Miss Rozz down to wherever I am having my reception! She is unbelievably mezmerizing !!!

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Checked out the hottest and coolest club in town. QE II.

You just have to be here! Setting, interior, music .. MEN .. BABES .. ooh-la-la ..

Why is JB always inferior when it comes to the night scene? We may have the place .. but the people and MUSIC just ain't right .. major langgar ! And the excuse of conforming to customer's demands i.e. This-Is-What-They-Want-To-Hear, is not even a valid excuse at all. How are they gonna change?? IMPROVISE !!!! Please for the dear sake of this city!

Located at Weld Quey or the Jetty, this place plays tasteful house music. There's the outdoor area with counters overlooking the sea and lush indoor sitting area. But the best area is by the bar .. get the best of both worlds. Apparently there's a dining area at the top .. but am yet to try it out .. next trip perhaps.

Peeps ... yes, Cabana is similar ... it needs major improvision!

You people out there can stop trying to convince us to be together .. just because we can legally do so since we're related from my mum's side, doesn't mean we have to. We are that close and loving that people just don't believe we're related. Haha~

My dear Wee-kor will always be there for me no matter what ! Me Heart You !

My darling ... Alan How! Me Heart You toooo ~

.. and the gorgeous LeeVince. If only all men in were this tasty. Yum~

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ENVY

BigOne's flying of to Bangkok for his golfing escapade with the boys tonight ..

BANGKOK !!! I should be on that plane instead of him !!!

You promised BigOne ... Remember your promise !!!

*misshh youu*wink*

Windows Shopping

The internet is one big conspiracy created by a genius to corrupt people's minds and letting them to reach out to unimaginable actions and consequences, where a new hybrids and evolutions of new activities emerge, replacing what we called the good old days.

You really are old when you can think back about the days when everything was so different from what's happening now .. because of the difference, because we went through several eras, because .... we just are!

It's a disease .. a plague .. which creeps into everyone's subconscious minds, letting the web control your emotions and daily activities. Without it, we just don't function properly. Something will be amiss when I wake in a day without connecting to the web, it frustrates me when the server is down, and it'll be the major bitching topic during lunch.

It is also an addiction stronger than any drug ever imagined. Even good ol'shopping has been replaced with browsing through websites from different continents. Nothing is pretty or hip enough in stores anymore, we all want something which is so not found locally. We just want what we saw online. Get cheap sales .. bargains .. great deals.

But am glad all these happened ... everything happens for a reason. And I got my dress! Yippie !!! Pretty ain't it !

It doesn't come cheap .. but at least you get exactly what you saw and worth paying for such reliable service. On the other hand, it is dirt cheap .. only that our currency is miserably insignificant to the Sterling Pound. 7 times! That's so ridiculous! I used to dream of marrying an Italian when I was much younger coz I simply adore the cuisine and would be so lucky to have the love of my life making me the food that I love every single day. Now, I think I'll make a switch .. more realistic .. the love of my life .. who earns the Sterling Pound ! yea yea .. go on dreaming !

Byno has became the next Geline. Sending me links to websites after websites .. corrupting my mind when I should be focusing only on one thing .. WORK. So .. looks like Geline's been working and Byno has been .. well, browsing.

Oh well .. we women are great multitaskers.

Weekend Nocturne

Been too busy for the past 2 weeks that I have lost the know-how or inspiration to blog.

To keep my sanity in place .. I do take some time off to screen through my daily addictions like a neccessity. But am glad and feel good when things are finally clearing off my to-do list.

I shan't write much .. nothing much to write about in this post.. just pictures.

Perhaps .. some memories are just meant not to be remembered no matter how much there is to know, think or talk about.

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It's been a while that we were out partying in a big group .. gone were the days.

But it was nice to hang out with them again .. only the feel was rather different.

Everything has changed since back then .. what was to expect.

Sis & Sis-Bro outing .. which ended up to be a extension of brother's outing.

It was Zi Jun's birthday as well .. looks like they have a White theme going on there.

The guys wore white .. and the girls wore black.

Ooppss ... there must have been some miscommunication back there for Ace.

*tee hee hee*

As much as I should justify myself .. I'll shant.
This candid picture is just too perfect .. with my spontaneous cover up and Melvin's pleasing expression.

Fruit Zhong will never close his mouth. So stop asking him to.

Sis-Gis .. you should've been here .... I miss you sooooooo much !!

Saturday Night Fever

Saturday Fever Syndrome .. Brain cramming more like it ..

1. Deciding what to eat for brunch
2. Deciding which DVD to put on
3. Deciding whether to work .. or not to work
4. Deciding which curtains to get
5. Cramming my brains to my PSP
6. Deciding whether to go out later ... Esh will so kill me if I don't .. so I don't have a choice
7. Deciding what to wear later
8. A whole load of shit going through my brain ...

My head hasn't stopped working since the moment I opened my blinkers. But am glad that I finally put an end to my curtain crusade .. and decided on the off-bronze-silver one. It's been a tough month .. been visiting just about every curtain shop in JB (i'm exaggerating) in search for the perfect shade, the perfect material, the perfect feel .. and of course .. the perfect price. So bye bye pinkies curtains .. I've had them on since 10 years ago so it's time to say goodbye. I had other perfect options .. but it's just waaaaayyyy beyond my budget. So I just settled for the perfect compromise instead. *tee hee*

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Mr.Manager from the Emotional Control Department is back from his holiday .. however has taken a darn long ciggie break instead. He always seems to get on my nerves on the weekends .. now that the period-production department has had some major problems with sticking with schedules .. this isn't helping me very much at all. September just seems like a lousy month for me. *sigh*

Emotions creeps in .. and I'm feeling the loneliness again. It's just a busy month for us .. and I appreciate the fact that I get time spent even though it may not be much .. but at least efforts were made to make me feel good, thought of, and cared for .. even though he's not always physically present. When it's all over .. I don't feel good again. Sometimes I wonder if I'm being over-demanding ..

the amazing instantaneous powers of what your loved one can do ..

.. but on the other hand, isn't it a good thing when you can never get enough from seeing each other?

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I had plans to home-work over the weekend .. act chin-lao (hardworking) in bringing back all the outstanding work. Haven't laid a single skin on it except for moving the bag within my room from being an obstruction on the pathway. So much for being chin-lao ... pattern only! Now that BigOne has passed me PrisonBreak Season 2 .. dad even had the same thought as I did ..

Die laaa ~ Cham liao laaa ~ No need to sleep liao ~

Buahahahaha~

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Time to go get ready for the Sis & Sis-Bro partying .. it's been a while .. and I really missed you guys !!

Aarrrgghh ... what to wear ... what to wear??!!!

Prison Break

Been lusting over Michael Scoffiled for 2 weeks straight.

Specifically Michael Scoffield and not Wenworth Miller. They're the same person .. but if there were 2 person who looked the same, Michael's the choice man. Wenworth won't even bother turning his head even I was Jessica Alba. *we all know* *wink*

OK ! I know I'm a little slow .. waaaayyyy tooooooo slow in fact to even be starting Prison Break .. Season 1 somemore! *Finishing dee laa .. 1 more disc!!*

The lusting wasn't over his incredibly good looks. It was the whole package .. biggest contributing factor to the neverending-drooling is his intelligence. I jez realized that that's what really attracts me in the other sex.

Intellectual Stimulation.

And that's incredibly sexy! Way way way better than just plain good looks.

Time to go shower and continue the lusting over the final 4 episodes.

I found my Michael Scoffield .. Asian version without tattoos of course.

my damn .gif pic won't move! it's such a waste when it's soooo annoyingly sweet. I need help ... calling out all kindSEXY souls with IT intelligence to die for!

* yawnssss *

The dreaded day of the week.

Even the power of Pink is losing its potency.

It has worked well for the past couple of weeks .. and this silly methodology that I came up with i.e. "Pink Conqueres Monday-Blues" is failing on me. Guess Mr.Blues have gotten back-up from the weather and they sent in their best army .. the RAIN !

Who can ever wake up to that !!!

Coupled with the stock-out of my caffein in the pantry .. I'm so dead today ..

I hope I'll survive for the next half day.

Hope some thoughtful soul would bring me my fix from Starbucks. *wink*

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Dramatical weekend .. with incredible dramatic mood swings from the PMS coupled with a whole shit load of things that just wasn't going my way.

One of those days when everything goes wrong ... so so so terribly wrong.

I never thought I was such a emotional drama-mama. Mr.Manager from the Emotional Control Department has taken an abrupt holiday at the wrong time of the month, when he is needed most to keep everything under control.

I jez needed big warm comforting hugs.

Joanne and Ant was there to hear me whine like a emotional 14-year-old teenager. Thanks Guys!! Love ya loads!!

At least there's a rainbow after every storm.

And answers to all my assumptions.

Yay !!!

Girls Gone Wild

It's been a while since I did girl-outing. Just babes .. no dicks allowed. Haven't really partied without a single male species before. Perhaps there's always a need to have them around to prevent unwanted flies buzzing around us.

But it was fun to have the men drooling over our table and lusting to come over. But they could on lust from afar ... coz they're waaaayyyy out of our league.

Ooohhh .... A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E ~~~

Don't be misled by the statement .. we did not poser all night. In fact, we embarrassed ourselves so much with lame acts and dances, it completely send everyone sticking on the wall. But we were adorable ... ain't we now?

Guess I have to give myself a 2-month break from patronizing Cabana, just in case anyone recognized me from yesterday's image-less night!

I'll shut up now .. you men only want to see the pics! Enjoy da babes!

P.S.# Everyone's taken .. by very eligible men .. so if you think you got what it takes and have a bigger "spanna" i.e. Wrench in proper English, by all means ...

P.S.S.# Geline .. this is what you've missed! I wanna party with you babe!!!

Outrages !

I'm Pissed !

I feel so maligned !

This is completely

INFURIATING !

It's been 6 months since our fateful departure from what we used to call Bliss. But people can't seem to accept that the whole event is now a "WAS". It's so "WAS" that I couldn't even be bothered by the details or whatever should be the details.

I've moved on .. happily .. and I guess he did as well .. so should you people.

So stop going around giving a completely different side of the story which is so gonna humiliate yourself. Get your fucking facts straight before you open that hole in your face of yours. Even if the story was to bend a little, do not fucking make me look like the desperate one.

NO ...

I did not fucking ..

1. ... suddenly came back with a change of heart and decided to just leave
2. ... mass send text messages to the entire world informing them of the incident
3. ... rejoice over our seperation in my blog
4. ... desperately beg his your return, neither did I made any attempts to seek desperate help from his family members to get him back

Instead ..

1. I was forgiving enough to put the past behind me and moved on
2. I was forgiving enough to still even be friends
3. I was understanding enough to give him the benefit of doubt that it was a sudden act of impulse .. whatsoever, I don't care coz it ain't my problem no more
4. I was benign not to go round tarnishing his wrong doings ... there wasn't a need to since the whole fucking town knows about it and have taken much interest to actually be my volunteered P.I. and presenting the facts to me ...
5. ... and whatever happened is our private matter and I respected that privacy

If you don't know me ... don't fucking JUDGE me ...
or create some hoo-haa to make it look better ...
coz it isn't what you think it is, neither does it matter anymore.

On the contrary ..

If it doesn't matter to me anymore .. it doesn't mean it doesn't BOTHER me to be maligned as desperado.

I'm just very very outragesly pissed !

*Sorry for the excessive swearing. We're all human and we swear whenever we're pissed, no matter who you are and what you are .. even babies swear, in baby language, so I am no exception and should conform to the norm of the society. *

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Puberty Strikes Back

HELP !

Anyone have any idea on a good pimple cream that works wonders as advertised? Something like the 3-day-gone gel ? I've been using Clearsil and the spots are still there after 3 days. Maybe it's a spot clearing cream and not a PIMPLE clearing cream. Silly me.

I have 2 annoying zits on the each of my cheek that I resemble Queen Amidala.

Isn't really attractive, nor does it add cuteness of a protruded dimple.

I'm sure within a week, the whole entourage will soon pop out.

I'm fucking 25 ! Too old to be battling puberty symptomps, no?

I need help before it all grows too big like LocoRoco eating too much flowers, and I'll be battling nipples instead of pimples!

Now that's gross !!!

Soupe Du Jour

Not exactly a french dish .. but just to go with the flow of the whole Ratatouille mood in place.

Clam Chowder with Puff Pastry ala Dome Style

The puff pastry was supposed to be "puffy" and "flaky" .. but I'm just an amature,

so desole, pardon moi.

This time .. I had a sous chef to assist me in this whole kitchen rendezvouz.

Char-les got too excited.

It took about 3 hours to whip out this meal .. and 15 minutes to gorge down the blardy thing.

But it was worth it .. coz it was FANTASTIC ! And everyone LOVED it !

BigOne loved it. I was ready to be the rubbish-bin to help him clear his waste but there wasn't a drip left for me. Feels good when people are happy.

Aren't people who know me Happy to have me around??? Hahaha~ Shameless!

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The long weekend was rather quiet. But somehow felt that I haven't had enough of the holidays coz I was busy lazing around. BigOne was busy with his stuff .. but I had stuff to keep me occupied.

When he decided to get me the PSP for my birthday .. he couldn't have made a better decision. The one and only thing that could shut me up from complaining if I was deprived of any attention and company. Feels like a kid. Just put me in a corner with my game console on and I'll be fine.

It was the first thing I pick up when I open my eyes from bed .. plug in my earpiece and start gaming. When I had enough, I'll just snooze it and go for a nap. I just vegetate in my bed. I'll even drag till the very last minute to go get ready before he comes pick me up for dinner. *hehe ... i'm such an addicted freak*

And this got me occupied the whole weekend. Hail ... LocoRoco.

When Char-les downloaded the game to my console, I though it could occupy me for at least a month before moving on to a new one. But I finished it in 2 damn days. Not exactly easy but very enjoying .. and frustrating. I was on it with my earpiece on and was cursing and swearing till Mamamia came in to see what the racket was all about. She didn't understand how can a game get people all worked up when it was supposed to be some form of "entertainment".

The music throughout the game is annoyingly cute and addictive. I found myself humming to it till today .. and even trying to download it if there's any, to set it as my ringing or message tone. It's just too cute .. some guy even have the karaoke version of the theme song!

Any new games to intro ???

Tribute To My Country

Happy 50th Birthday Malaysia !

Half century old .. and proudly standing strong!

Malaysia Boleh !

Proud of my country .. proud of my nation .. proud to be Malaysian.

Malaysia .. Truly Asia .. Heart of Asia

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The so-called Merdeka party ...

at Sir Tan's penthouse at Indah Samudera.

Well .. the PSP battle between the two neighbour failed to take place that night. Though very very very tempted to find a secluded corner to conquer Loco Roco, after being very convinced by Charles that it is a MUST game to play. But that's just plain rude.. although feeling very out of place that night coz ...

Charles: I only know like 10% of the people here ..

Jamie: Oh, you think that's bad? I only know 5% ... make that 2%

So much for being "well-prepared" .. I was fully equipped .. I even brought the charger.

Shame on me. Hehe!

But it turned out to be ok. My social side of me took a break for some long weekend holiday, so I didn't exactly ya-ya that much. But people around me are sociable enough ..

Ok fine ! I did ya-ya'ed .. it'll never escape me. Happy now??!!

The view from the penthouse was very strategicly facing JB's Dataran Merdeka, where I was eagerly waiting for the fireworks to light up the skies.

But I failed to capture the slightest glimps of my favourite lights.

We knew each other's existence since the day I entered Convent. But we never really got to know each other .. let alone know how he actually looked like until after leaving high school for 7 years.

The Hei-Bai-Cai, NanShen-NuShen-Pei game.

When people aren't much sober, it became the Black-White-Guess, Boy-Girl-Spit game .. or the Hitam-Putih-Teka, Laki-Pompuan-Ludah game. It's just crazy ..

Not very fair game though coz SirTan has his whole entourage waiting on him and volunteering to drink on his behalf, while the kentang (potato) only had me on his side .. which isn't of much use since I fail miserably at alcohol. And he sabo'ed me in the end, and I had to leave him on his own and start my addiction to LocoRoco.