Subliminal Memories

For those who have read New Moon of the Twilight saga, how many of you can related to what Bella's going through?

Despite all the sappiness of not being able to move on and not wanting to forget, drifting to and fro between the two who makes her feel alive, I do feel her.

Have you ever want to forget something so bad that you wished it never existed, but yet on the other hand you're thankful that you've been given the opportunity even for that slightest moment. As time passes, each memory is still fresh and everything feels like it was just yesterday when in reality it has been years. Despite moving on to new found happiness, yet still holding on to the memories. How Bella's heart ached every time she is reminded of something related to the Cullens or Edward. The sore, the hurt, the angst, the fear. Being in a place all so familiar, hoping to see the one, hoping time would turn back to relive the moments. Wanting to know about the person, wanting to hear the name. But yet afraid that it will cause an emotional stir inside when the waves have been calmed.

I understand why she feels the emptiness, why the hurt, why the yearning.

She never had the answer, the reason of everything that has happened.

If only she knew why truly left from the beginning, perhaps she wouldn't feel as empty and as hurt.

Or maybe, one just have to be absolutely rational in looking further ahead for the consequences and chain of reactions from just one step.

If it didn't happen, it wouldn't have hurt.
But if it didn't hurt, one would never have learn.

After all these years, would you rather know the brutal truth, or prefer to stick to your own assumptions for the perfect memory?

The Tiger Roars

Happy Chinese New Year !!!

Am getting all excited. But ...

It's 5.30pm and my boss just dropped off some work. Plus he pulled off the guilty conscious trick. "It's ok.. it can wait till you get back ... or you have time to do it now?"
But he has been one of the most amazing boss one can ever have, so I gladly do his bidding.
Though I'd very much love so much to head home now to spend that extra time with my baby boy before sending him off to "hell". I'm putting him up at the pet lodging for effing 6 days ! It's such hell for him due to the fact that he doesn't really like socializing with his same kind. And 6 days in a room full of his kind in various shapes and sizes. Poor baby.

I'm really rushing for time now. I hope I can blog real soon.
Getting my thoughts while multitasking at work is a bad combo.

Am so exited for sunny Penang ! Hope the heat will be bearable instead of a 24/7 sauna !

xoxo ... Happy Valentines Day too !

Spread the lurrve !

Cat Betrayed His Girlfriend

This is crazily hilarious !



I nearly choked on my coffee halfway through this.

Can't imagine how creative people can get these days.

Hot Mama Choco Chip Cookies

We've got a new look to our cookies !

With CNY greetings to for the festive period.

Plus the cutesy carry bottle.

Order Now !

Hot Mama Choc Chip Cookies

CNY's coming .. so the Pang Residence is running it's annual bakery again.

Hot-Mama's Home-Baked
Chocolate Chip Cookies

Taking in orders now.
RM 17.00 per bottle.
350 grams per bottle.
Don't be an annoying fart and ask me how many cookies makes out 350 grams!

Freshly baked cookies, guaranteed finger licking that make you crave for more!

Reasons to Stock up on Hot Mama's Choc Chip Cookies

1. Chinese New Year's round the corner, and bet you peeps out there are so bored of the normal festive cookies. For a change, try choc chips.
2. Bribe your future in-laws by giving them festive goodies. Beats the over-commercialized and over-priced-rip-off goodie baskets.
3. So nyum nyum that it'll make Famous Amos be on it's guard.
4. Worth every penny! Bursting with choc chips. Unlike those cheapo's out-there with one chip per cookie!
5. Cheap. Ingrediants have increased in price alooooot !
6. Healthy. Homemakers know sh!t about using artificial flavours and preservatives.
7. Baked by the hottest and coolest mum ~ checkout her facebook account!
8. Hard labour by A-grade people i.e. moi and P.Diddy (not so young, but still attractive, best dad ever) and of course Her Majesty Hot Mama herself.
   
9. You'll be surprised that you'll come back next year for more!

So hurry .. Order Now !

Drop me your orders in my email: jamieternity@hotmail.com

or in the comments box below.

Please state your name and contacts and order amounts .. I will contact you when I've received the orders.

Please also indicate WHEN you would want to collect/have it delivered. We'd like our cookies to go out freshly baked and not weeks/days old cookies. Do let us know, so we can schedule your orders to be right out the oven to your doorstep/hands soonest.

I'll take in orders for JB - delivery/pick-ups will be arranged.

Spread the word if you like it .. we'll do orders on requests all year round.

And if you place a "satisfactory" number of orders .. who knows I'll throw in a discount or perhaps a free bottle or two :)

Avatar

I See You .... the new word for "I Love You" ?

Avatar post, hence the blue words.

Avatar's awesome yo! For those who have watched it .. and think it's "quite" nice .. what do you mean by "quite" nice .. it's effing awesome! Catch it in 3D and you'll know what I mean.

Konon laa ... boasting I caught it in 3D. Wahahaha .. what to do, living in JB, there's many things to boast about coz we don't have many awesome things to offer here. Somehow it's like PleasantVille or something. We only have 2 malls that are worth going but could memorize the shops by heart and can navigate myself around even if I'm blind. The rest I call them "purpose malls" i.e. you don't head there unless you have to go to that specific shop e.g. buying DVDs in Holiday Plaza or Pelangi Plaza. You don't just wake up one day and go .. "Hey .. why not let's go window shop at HP or PP".

Anyways .. back to the movie. The idea of the story is kinda interesting, sync'ing with the nature and all with the braids. But it becomes a joke after. You know what arses we people are. Just have to poke fun at just about anything. :D

Went surfing around and stumbled upon the Avatar plot. Some genius joker (confused on who to cut off) did a edited summary plot of the movie ripped off Pocahontas.

Pocahontas or not .. who cares, it's just entertainment. Who really gives their two cents about who ripped off who. It's who made what outcome better that counts.

This is one movie that I don't mind buying the original DVD despite having dirt cheap pirated DVDs offered every corner of the streets in Pleasantville. Apparently word goes out that there's an deleted sex scene for the cinema version, which will be included in the DVD. To what extent this is true we'll just have to find out. But I guess it's no more than just plain sync'ing .. the whole movie's about sync'ing .. and the Na'vi chicks don't even have nipples. So don't expect that much.

Avatar fever ... I have been Na'vi-ed ... have you ?

Yes, that's me .. not mere coincidence. It's done with by some online web programme from the french McDonalds using my picture. Not very impressed with the cock-eyed though.

Give it a try at www.mcdonalds.fr.

Everything's in french though, but you'll manage to navigate yourself around by using some common sense.

Tip 1: Remember to use full frontal shots otherwise your nose or lips in particular will get distorted.
Tip 2: Use cool/serious expression photos .. you don't want your Na'vi character to be a retarded one. No matter how gorgeous your smile is, it never works for the Na'vi. Neytiri has an awkward grin/smile that never made her the gorgeous princess of her tribe. Here's an example of how retarded you'll look using a smiling photo.

Have fun Na'vi'ing :)

Eve of Eve of Xmas

Major slowmo. So slow my brain stops working and heart beats lesser by the second.
Die standing. My mom used to love to use that word. Now it's something else.

My work desk is now infested by pesky pests. Tiny ants. Appearing very randomly, hence not being able to find the source. Because of this I've developed some kind of OCD of removing them. Poor them lil creatures are stuck to the cellulose tape before heading to the bin.

Seriously, I find ants utterly annoying. I'm my household ant exterminator. I hunt them down to the gardens and getting into the pots, soil and dirt and if it even means breaking a nail or two. Armed with my faithful Shieldtox spray .. you ants better be afraid .. be very afraid. But getting smarter by the day.

*gave up uploading picture of ants on cellulose tape .. my windows picture manager got major virus. It likes to wipe out the pictures to just plain blank/white after any editing. So you can't do anything about it later but to reupload it from your device and start all over.*

Anyways ... just to be sure ... better late than never ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS
y'all fellow earthlings !

Bad Romance

This bitch is effing weird.

Amazingly interesting nonetheless.

Sleigh Bells Ring .. Are you Listening ..

Time flies ... freaking fast lor.
Just like that .. like a snap of fingers.
I don't feel I've much to look back on, nothing much has been achieved. Maybe there's a couple, but I feel I could do so much more.

Work is mundane as usual, looking forward to bonus and raise come January. But it looks bleak with the business slowdown and all. I need a big fat paycheck to pay off whatever remaining debts I have with the Government. Study loan. I put myself through uni. Excluding allowances of course .. I'm in effing Melaka, it's not that expensive there that I have to get a job to pay off the rents. I could have saved a whole lot from the rents for 3 years .. paying for a room by myself, but end up sleeping in it only half the time .. or less.

I feel so poor. The depreciating Ringgit or maybe appreciating Sing Dollar is really dreadful. Shopping sucks in Singapore. Kua gien only.
If I'd had someone buy me my car, paid my tuition, and not needing to contribute to household expenses I'd have a 6 figure bank account by now.

I'm bitching am I now? I sound groggy.

Such a contrary to the post's title .. happy xmas tunes.

I still haven't figured out how to use PPS. It's gibberish .. worse than that. It's suppose to be in Chinese, what difference does it make anyways, but it's all symbols. Don't think the aliens know how to decipher the codes too. Everyone said that they watched the latest series via PPS already. I can't open three quarter of the shows there. I can't find GossipGirl S.3 .. can't open Weeds .. and no TrueBlood .. or anything else that entices me.

I need a holiday. The booked one is only due end-March. Still so loooooong away !
I'm just tired .. lacking on sleep. I think I'll fall asleep while meditating in yoga later. Need some exercise to pump up some adrenaline. Yoga IS tiring. Try supporting ur weight on both hands.

I'll have to drag my ass to set up the xmas tree tonight. Effing late. But maybe it'll brighten up the moodiness and I'll be skipping about excited about the festive season. On the other hand .. aiyoo .. gonna be damn broke lor !

Jai Ho ~

The Bollywood wedding was a success.

Not only was the entrance dance a success, so was the flash mob. I was getting all worried that everyone would back out that night, but the crowd was amazing. Till today, whenever the song plays ... I Got A Feeling ... I'm sure those that take part would wanna boogie jai-ho style.

It's my first time participating in an Indian wedding, and I guess it's gonna be the one and only time ever. Such an experience with so much to dance about.

Scha's saree was rich in beads and jewels. She was like an Indian queen.

Even the prayers and procession was interesting with trumpets and tabla.

Even the stage was so colorful. Colors make me very happy :D

Thanks Scha .. for the lovely sarees.

You have no idea how happy that makes us. And we're hoping for another time where we can put it on again.

Such a pity we don't have a picture of the four of us decked out in sarees. I hope the photographer managed to snap on during our Single Ladies dance during the speech.

My ShahRukhHan from China.

To my dearest Sacha and Sasee-BearBear ..
I wish the both of you neverending happiness, bliss, laughs, and ever after.
The both of you look so good together .. and ur love for each other never fails to touch and inspire me. I love you both.

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Less than a week after .. another wedding.

Finally after 7+ years .. Jasmine's big day has arrived. I really salute those people who can date for like a decade before tying the knot. I don't think I'd ever be able to do that.

The earliest and most ridiculous time to get up to get ready for the door bashing. 3.30am.
It's like we get up when people just finished partying.
But it wasn't all that bad after all. The worst part was forcing myself to fall asleep at 1am. And the easiest was being concussed after the whole morning session, getting a full on 4 hour rest before the dinner.

Jasmine was stylishly gorgeous that night. Her extreme low back gown was a stunner.
Adding to the contrast, we decked out in black. Me and Geline paired up to wear an off-shoulder dress, going with 2 different styles - the subtle romantic and the rocker chic. Personality wise, we should have swapped our looks.

You can spot the outcasts from our black ensemble entourage :D

But nothing beats a wedding where we have one of the chio-est sister-entourage for the yamseng session. But lousy drinkers having to cheers only with juices and such. -__-!

Congrats to you too babes ...

I can't wait for you to hit Paris ! :D

I haven't made an entry for like God knows since when that I don't even know what title to put.

I even forgotten my login and password.

After multiple tries, I finally got it. Damn fail.

Same old excuse. Busy.

Busy work. Busy facebook. Busy yamcha'ing. Busy with wedding preparations.

4 weddings in a row. 1 down. 3 more to come.

The much anticipated and exciting wedding of my darling Scha is next on the list. With only 3 more days of preparation .. feels like I'm preparing for my own wedding. I just hope everything works out the way we expect it to be. It's gonna be exciting. Flamboyant colors swirling through the night with loads of bling.

New Moon's gonna be out .. this week I think. Oh my ... gonna be swooned over and over again. I don't really like that feeling. Feels like I'm cheating on my other half. Very ridiculous if the fascination is over a fictional character and not the person himself. Note: I am in love with Edward Cullen. Not Rob Pattinson. I've been restraining my temptation and yearning to start on the novel so not to be a movie spoiler. I know the book is better .. but I don't wanna know what's gonna happened next, and if it doesn't I'll go point it out "Eh .. it isn't supposed to be like that." Know what I mean?

Scofield was chubby on Season 4 so I took his brownie points and put it over on Edward. :D

Ok. Back to work.

3 more days ... Jai Ho ~~~~~~

When Sis-Gis became a Tai-'Tai'

My beloved sis finally found happiness .. not only it's one of the happiest days for her, but also for me. I couldn't stop telling BigOne how happy and excited I am for her.

" We're here on this very special day, to celebrate the joyous union of Alex and Giselle, and I'm extremely thrilled to be here on one of the happiest and most memorable day for them.

Giselle and I go a long way back together. There will never be a day that we will ever get tired of talking about the good old, and very interesting days.

She has been an amazing friend, companion, and a sister. She stood by me at my lowest times, always supporting and believing in me. A carefree and happy-go-lucky girl, Giselle has been a true friend, and I truly appreciate our friendship.

Ever since she met Alex, there has been a major change in her, for the better of course. She has been more matured and sensible, and always glowing with love, smiles and laughter. You're good for her, Alex. She loves you with all her heart, and trust me, she has been going on and on about how fortunate and proud she is t have you.

Take good care of my beloved sis, and for the record, despite all the teasing, the truth is that you will never regret it.

A toast to neverending bliss and happiess, to happily ever after.

I love you sis. "

I've chopped off the "horse's tail" that I've been carrying with me for the longest time ever.
The load has been greatly lifted. Judging from the picture, the tail looks bigger than my arm.

I still have a tail ... only shorter. I've been living with it for over a decade.

When will I ever have the courage to chop it all off into some major cropped do like Rihanna or Victoria ?!

GG Addict

Am hooked on TV series. Because of these, I have been deprived of my sleep and building up excuses and false accusations on my quality at work, and inability to blog frequently. Yes, the blame on the home internet connection is TRUE. And one does not really have the luxury of ample time to sit down and key in one's thoughts at work.

My brain has been running on a marathon. Too much multitasking. FB is to blame. Blame again. ChuMing always said that RL is not a "job". I've been climbing levels rather well now, but yet to cross over to the next level. Newest addition is Roller Coaster Kingdom. It frustrates me that it lags so slow. Worse than Restaurant City. It's such time consuming and worthLESS of one's brain activity.

I'm actually blogging on FB games. I need a life.

Back to TV series. Latest addition to the loot. All WenDee's fault. Blame yet again. I just finished Gossip Girl and am sooooooooo looking forward to Season 3. I'm damn late laa .. I'm always bloody late. Late bloomer (really really late .. no joke), Late period cycles, Late for work, Late for appointments, Late for assignments, basically everything. I have a sickness.

When she passed me the stack of discs, she told me it's a no brainer set. Her exact words were (as accurately as possible) "You don't need a brain to watch this". But I love it. CK's gonna add on and call me a bimbo yet again - he really loves it - really loves getting on my nerves.

Was sad when I was watching the second last episode of season too. I actually rationed it for the next day instead of doing the usual daily marathon. I love Blair and Chuck more than the others. I even googled on the series and ridiculed over how Serena bagged so many awards, when Blair was the brains to everything. She's a perfect epitome of a strong woman. SMART in particularly, not usually possessed by many upper east siders (fictionally), beautiful, and classy. Nate is just a pretty boy .. nicknamed Bangs-Boy, and Chuck is awesome. Excellent business minded at 16 .. and because ... he's Chuck Bass. :D

Flipped the magazine today and realized where this ad got its inspiration from.


Meet Blair Waldorf, Serena Van Der Woodsen, Chuck Bass and Nathaniel Archibald.

The resemblance is just too fascinating !

Check out Chuck Jr .. he's soooo Chuck Jr !

Next marathon - The Entourage.
Just into 2 episodes - Guys are neither cute, nor interesting plot.
There's a reason for WenDee to buy all 5 seasons .. it has gotta be good .. one way or another.
We'll see.

Passion

My 3rd collabo with Passion Bridal studio some 2 months ago.
It just gets better each time.
Creating a different edge from the conventional bridal shots, and loving the contemporary style.

Some of my favourite shots.


I hope I'll be able to get the work I did at Inspiration tomorrow.
Another shoot with them and am looking forward to all their beautiful designer pieces.
David's styling and photography work is amazing and I love what he creates.

A preview of what he did the last time.


With the day starting real early tomorrow, I can't afford another day of Gossip Girl marathon. Another teen flick which creates bad influences on the average society with the fascination of all the glitz and glamour of being one of elite members of the society. As shallow as it may sounds, but this series is kinda interesting and I just got to know that some men are closet fans as well.
I am rather impressed and fascinated with the styles carried out by the casts. And who would have thought that preppy'ness can be so sexy.

I wanna have Blair's and Serena's wardrobe ... pleasseeeeeeeeeee ....

Can't wait for Season 3 !

slow mo

Somehow twittering seems to be a much more convenient option compared to blogging. Straight and direct from the convenience of your mobile phone. I feel that the old skool way has more substance than some random thoughts. BigOne still thinks it's ridiculous .. he still doesn't get the idea and purpose one has to publish their random thoughts and people commenting on it. Hell, he doesn't even do online networking.

Major hiatus from my blog. I'm sorry.

We celebrated our 2nd Anniversary.
Earlier this month. Since the appointed date clashes with Singapore's National Day, we couldn't head in for a nice meal coz so much time would be wasted traveling. But we had something much better. Sweet and simple. We both whipped up dinner - the crayfish pasta was awesome. I'd love to share pics but it's quite an unsightly couple photo with my oily face, bunned up hair and our major slack home wear.

Uncle brandy glass with his underaged lover.

Thanks darling .. for over 2 years of happiness. Can't help loving you more and more each day.

Schnappi turns 3 !
Time flies .. my boy is finally an adult (21 human years) but still such a baby to all of us. Back then he was so tiny when I first got him.

At 2 months .. all he did was sleep.

As he grew .. he became more obnoxious. I kinda regret not neutering him though it's such a sick thought of cutting off one's balls. I don't think he will ever mate coz he doens't like dogs at all. Sometimes I wonder if he knows that he is a dog at all. He was 'courted' several times before but scooted off within seconds. If he had a speech bubble it'll be "wtf are you doing .. get lost b***h!"

Now .. the obnoxious yet adorable brat of mine.

Jakarta
Recent Jakarta trip for BigOne's friend's wedding. It's always an important and glamourous affair for the Indonesians and every wedding is always very memorable. At least for us where weddings in our region isn't all glitz and glamour if we're not from the super elite or of royalty.

The ballroom was filled with flowers 'street lamps' litted isle, creating an indoor garden themed wedding.

The gigantic wedding cake that was cut with a sword. I wonder if it's real.

Even the reception area was properly decorated that sets a perfect backdrop for photo taking.

The lovely ladies .. looking forward to Meliz's (in red) big day come end of the year.

I have never really seen Jakarta despite coming here twice. Both times was for work, so I saw much more of the slump areas, which didn't leave a very good first impression, though hearing so much about how amazing this place is. The society diversion is so great that it's a whole different experience when you're in the city.

Good food . Great place to party . Gorgeous women .

Blowfish. Serves amazing fusion japanese. Just gotta love the wagyu and foie gras sushi.
connection club area at Blowfish. Another gorgeous place to club. Dragonfly.
Not your average Canto-pop over at St. James, but tasteful House.

Life's great when you have plenty to spare.

Gotta run now for fitting for this Thursday's shoot. I've gotten back the pics from the previous shoots and more to come. Will upload tomorrow if I have time.

Quote of the Day

Some time ago I did make an entry on how we all are whores in our own kind in this world.

Char-les has a more subtle description to it.

" I make only peanut so i work like a monkey, he make big peanut and quality peanut, so he works like a damn hardworking monkey. "

Charles on how much one is required to perform equals of money one make.

Agree?

What about those people who claims playing golf is part of their job description?

Concealed Filth

To all laptop/computer users:

When was the last time you actually cleaned your laptop/computer .. specifically the keyboard?

Remember you once got a forwarded mail in your inbox, informing that one of the dirtiest object that you come to contact with is actually your keyboard? That it's even dirtier than the toilet bowl?

Kinda hard to believe, isn't it? The one thing that almost everyone in this millennium age cannot abstain themselves from contact for more than 3 days.

On this fine Monday morning, I did the weekly cleaning ritual for my monitor. Normally I would just use a wet tissue to wipe off the dust that has statically stuck over the past week. Occasionally, I would also casually wipe the keyboard area, but never really gave it a good rub since the fibres from the wet tissue will get stuck beneath the buttons.

Today I got out the wet tissue .. the baby-wipes kind, and did the cleansing ritual.
Oh my dear Lord, the filth is unimaginable!

Over 3 years of dirt and grime + bacteria multiplication + food residue + misc.

May be you guys might wanna reconsider munching at the computer the next time.

Untitled

It's amazing how time flies. Somehow am dreading it. At 5pm on a Sunday, the Monday blues have already kicked in. The weather, neither sunny nor cloudy, makes it even more lazy on an already lazy Sunday afternoon. I watched Twilight again for the N'th time and am still so blown away by Edward's character. He's fascinatingly beautiful. The printed Twilight saga has yet to be unfold, still sitting in the box set in my bedside drawer. Am halfway through of Dan Brown's Angel's and Demons. Still struggling to find ample time to balance out all the leisure entertainmnet I have got stacked in my room. Californiacation Season II has been added to the list.

I finally picked out a gown for next month's lavish wedding over in Jakarta. Since I've worked with the company for several times, they're more than happy to help me out. It's not the IT gown .. though I could do the diva gold number, but it's gonna be overwhelming. There were other choices, but I chose something that I could maneuver easily in it. The orange gown with lime green netting/lace was pretty .. but I felt clumsy in it. If only I was 2 inches taller, it would be perfect. I picked the fucshia and lime chiffon gown. The flow's pretty and I could jez glide though and waltz in it.

With Friday's bombings, our comfy stay over at the Ritz is dashed. I'm more worried for our safety since it's just a couple of weeks away. The world is so unpredictable these days.

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Counting down to the mark of our 2nd year of happiness. My big project has yet to be finished and am already drained for ideas. 8 more to go. Plus miscellaneous. It's gonna be wonderful. I hope it lives up to its expectations. Every sweat and effort spent on it brings an extra smile to my face. Just thinking about how happy he will be makes the whole process very much self satisfying.

* * *
Bunch of movies to catch over the next couple of weeks. I hope Harry Potter is not maxed out like Transformers on a weekday. Somehow I always get really irritated with the people over at the cinemas. The movie goers, not the ticketing officers.

The ticketing process is simple. Before you even queue up, you already decide on the movie you wanna watch. Then get the tickets. The preference of seats is always the same for people. Some may be indifferent, which is better, or some would either want to be on the isle or the center. You pick whichever is available as shown on the screen .. colored and illustrated at the very basic for simple understanding. Or to make things easier, just reserve your tickets prior to the screening and just collect it.

Have you ever wondered why the queue for the tickets are always so effing long? People just hog on to the counter and taking their own sweet time to purchase their tickets. Some will even call their friends to discuss. Some will even ask the dumbest questions like "I really can't have this seat?" when the ticketing officer already told them the allotted colored seats are UNAVAILABLE. It gets even worse when a couple is hogging the counter. I seriously have no idea why ... coz this always ticks me off when I normally take no longer than 3 minutes till my ticket is purchased.

Because of all of that .. and more .. I have confined my cinema goers to weekdays.

With the benefits of cheaper tickets, I feel such a scrooge and am so unwilling to pay 11 bucks to watch a movie on the so-called peak days.

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Rob Pattinson fever II .. indulging to his pretty face for the second time round.
This time much younger. Cedrig Diggory's on right now :)

I know .. am such a perv! =D

I Got A Feeling

My feel good song of the moment.



It gets me doing the silly pumping jiggly dance while glued to my office chair.

At least it kicks up the mood for the mundane week with depressing weather.

I got a feeling ... that tonight's today's gonna be a good night day ~
That tonight's today's gonna be a good night day ~
That tonight's today's gonna be a good good night day ~

Ripped and Improvised.

Have a good day y'all !

Obligation To Blog

Major hiatus.

The major lag in my internet connection at the office isn't helping either. It's so effing inconsistent that I can't even update my AV for the whole day. It keeps getting disconnected and back to square one again. Parasiting on the neighbours line isn't helping either coz I'd thank my lucky stars even if I could get connected to MSN.

They say a blog is a continuation of narration. A series of events is followed by another series of events. Mine just ends abruptly these days.

FB'ing is a disease .. for me. Not kaypoh'ing and stalking people's photo albums and wall posts, but more of FB gaming. I know, it's lame. You know you're really addicted when you actually resorted to opening another account just to anonymously add people from around the globe just to build up your army to battle it out. And when that's not enough, in need of desperation, you even add people to your personal account, and then deleting them off after you have recruited them. You get frustrated and get impatient when these people refuse to accept your recruitment, or when the internet connection is so slow, or the page is full of errors coz it's bombared with players, etc. You beg and you stalk strangers that could help you out in your quests. You only have FB game discussions with your friends.

The internet is failing on me again. -__-"'

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Back in November/December 2008, I was worried about my decreasing body weight. I was shrinking despite the glutton that I am. Determined to look more decent, I went to the doc to get some vitamins, took deworming medicine, reduced cardio workout and stuffed myself silly. By end of February 2009, I finally gained back my ideal weight. But till July 2009 to date, I have been gradually putting on pounds by the day .. and it's not funny. Since my weight dysfunction last year, I have gained 5 kgs. We joked that the tyre around my waist works as a swimming float, or that I'm so bloated that I alleviate/float up into the air each time i fart. =D

Let's see if one week of cardio torture and eating moderation works.

Time to stretch.

And as usual, I am late for class !