Passion

My 3rd collabo with Passion Bridal studio some 2 months ago.
It just gets better each time.
Creating a different edge from the conventional bridal shots, and loving the contemporary style.

Some of my favourite shots.


I hope I'll be able to get the work I did at Inspiration tomorrow.
Another shoot with them and am looking forward to all their beautiful designer pieces.
David's styling and photography work is amazing and I love what he creates.

A preview of what he did the last time.


With the day starting real early tomorrow, I can't afford another day of Gossip Girl marathon. Another teen flick which creates bad influences on the average society with the fascination of all the glitz and glamour of being one of elite members of the society. As shallow as it may sounds, but this series is kinda interesting and I just got to know that some men are closet fans as well.
I am rather impressed and fascinated with the styles carried out by the casts. And who would have thought that preppy'ness can be so sexy.

I wanna have Blair's and Serena's wardrobe ... pleasseeeeeeeeeee ....

Can't wait for Season 3 !

slow mo

Somehow twittering seems to be a much more convenient option compared to blogging. Straight and direct from the convenience of your mobile phone. I feel that the old skool way has more substance than some random thoughts. BigOne still thinks it's ridiculous .. he still doesn't get the idea and purpose one has to publish their random thoughts and people commenting on it. Hell, he doesn't even do online networking.

Major hiatus from my blog. I'm sorry.

We celebrated our 2nd Anniversary.
Earlier this month. Since the appointed date clashes with Singapore's National Day, we couldn't head in for a nice meal coz so much time would be wasted traveling. But we had something much better. Sweet and simple. We both whipped up dinner - the crayfish pasta was awesome. I'd love to share pics but it's quite an unsightly couple photo with my oily face, bunned up hair and our major slack home wear.

Uncle brandy glass with his underaged lover.

Thanks darling .. for over 2 years of happiness. Can't help loving you more and more each day.

Schnappi turns 3 !
Time flies .. my boy is finally an adult (21 human years) but still such a baby to all of us. Back then he was so tiny when I first got him.

At 2 months .. all he did was sleep.

As he grew .. he became more obnoxious. I kinda regret not neutering him though it's such a sick thought of cutting off one's balls. I don't think he will ever mate coz he doens't like dogs at all. Sometimes I wonder if he knows that he is a dog at all. He was 'courted' several times before but scooted off within seconds. If he had a speech bubble it'll be "wtf are you doing .. get lost b***h!"

Now .. the obnoxious yet adorable brat of mine.

Jakarta
Recent Jakarta trip for BigOne's friend's wedding. It's always an important and glamourous affair for the Indonesians and every wedding is always very memorable. At least for us where weddings in our region isn't all glitz and glamour if we're not from the super elite or of royalty.

The ballroom was filled with flowers 'street lamps' litted isle, creating an indoor garden themed wedding.

The gigantic wedding cake that was cut with a sword. I wonder if it's real.

Even the reception area was properly decorated that sets a perfect backdrop for photo taking.

The lovely ladies .. looking forward to Meliz's (in red) big day come end of the year.

I have never really seen Jakarta despite coming here twice. Both times was for work, so I saw much more of the slump areas, which didn't leave a very good first impression, though hearing so much about how amazing this place is. The society diversion is so great that it's a whole different experience when you're in the city.

Good food . Great place to party . Gorgeous women .

Blowfish. Serves amazing fusion japanese. Just gotta love the wagyu and foie gras sushi.
connection club area at Blowfish. Another gorgeous place to club. Dragonfly.
Not your average Canto-pop over at St. James, but tasteful House.

Life's great when you have plenty to spare.

Gotta run now for fitting for this Thursday's shoot. I've gotten back the pics from the previous shoots and more to come. Will upload tomorrow if I have time.

Quote of the Day

Some time ago I did make an entry on how we all are whores in our own kind in this world.

Char-les has a more subtle description to it.

" I make only peanut so i work like a monkey, he make big peanut and quality peanut, so he works like a damn hardworking monkey. "

Charles on how much one is required to perform equals of money one make.

Agree?

What about those people who claims playing golf is part of their job description?

Concealed Filth

To all laptop/computer users:

When was the last time you actually cleaned your laptop/computer .. specifically the keyboard?

Remember you once got a forwarded mail in your inbox, informing that one of the dirtiest object that you come to contact with is actually your keyboard? That it's even dirtier than the toilet bowl?

Kinda hard to believe, isn't it? The one thing that almost everyone in this millennium age cannot abstain themselves from contact for more than 3 days.

On this fine Monday morning, I did the weekly cleaning ritual for my monitor. Normally I would just use a wet tissue to wipe off the dust that has statically stuck over the past week. Occasionally, I would also casually wipe the keyboard area, but never really gave it a good rub since the fibres from the wet tissue will get stuck beneath the buttons.

Today I got out the wet tissue .. the baby-wipes kind, and did the cleansing ritual.
Oh my dear Lord, the filth is unimaginable!

Over 3 years of dirt and grime + bacteria multiplication + food residue + misc.

May be you guys might wanna reconsider munching at the computer the next time.

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It's amazing how time flies. Somehow am dreading it. At 5pm on a Sunday, the Monday blues have already kicked in. The weather, neither sunny nor cloudy, makes it even more lazy on an already lazy Sunday afternoon. I watched Twilight again for the N'th time and am still so blown away by Edward's character. He's fascinatingly beautiful. The printed Twilight saga has yet to be unfold, still sitting in the box set in my bedside drawer. Am halfway through of Dan Brown's Angel's and Demons. Still struggling to find ample time to balance out all the leisure entertainmnet I have got stacked in my room. Californiacation Season II has been added to the list.

I finally picked out a gown for next month's lavish wedding over in Jakarta. Since I've worked with the company for several times, they're more than happy to help me out. It's not the IT gown .. though I could do the diva gold number, but it's gonna be overwhelming. There were other choices, but I chose something that I could maneuver easily in it. The orange gown with lime green netting/lace was pretty .. but I felt clumsy in it. If only I was 2 inches taller, it would be perfect. I picked the fucshia and lime chiffon gown. The flow's pretty and I could jez glide though and waltz in it.

With Friday's bombings, our comfy stay over at the Ritz is dashed. I'm more worried for our safety since it's just a couple of weeks away. The world is so unpredictable these days.

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Counting down to the mark of our 2nd year of happiness. My big project has yet to be finished and am already drained for ideas. 8 more to go. Plus miscellaneous. It's gonna be wonderful. I hope it lives up to its expectations. Every sweat and effort spent on it brings an extra smile to my face. Just thinking about how happy he will be makes the whole process very much self satisfying.

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Bunch of movies to catch over the next couple of weeks. I hope Harry Potter is not maxed out like Transformers on a weekday. Somehow I always get really irritated with the people over at the cinemas. The movie goers, not the ticketing officers.

The ticketing process is simple. Before you even queue up, you already decide on the movie you wanna watch. Then get the tickets. The preference of seats is always the same for people. Some may be indifferent, which is better, or some would either want to be on the isle or the center. You pick whichever is available as shown on the screen .. colored and illustrated at the very basic for simple understanding. Or to make things easier, just reserve your tickets prior to the screening and just collect it.

Have you ever wondered why the queue for the tickets are always so effing long? People just hog on to the counter and taking their own sweet time to purchase their tickets. Some will even call their friends to discuss. Some will even ask the dumbest questions like "I really can't have this seat?" when the ticketing officer already told them the allotted colored seats are UNAVAILABLE. It gets even worse when a couple is hogging the counter. I seriously have no idea why ... coz this always ticks me off when I normally take no longer than 3 minutes till my ticket is purchased.

Because of all of that .. and more .. I have confined my cinema goers to weekdays.

With the benefits of cheaper tickets, I feel such a scrooge and am so unwilling to pay 11 bucks to watch a movie on the so-called peak days.

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Rob Pattinson fever II .. indulging to his pretty face for the second time round.
This time much younger. Cedrig Diggory's on right now :)

I know .. am such a perv! =D

I Got A Feeling

My feel good song of the moment.



It gets me doing the silly pumping jiggly dance while glued to my office chair.

At least it kicks up the mood for the mundane week with depressing weather.

I got a feeling ... that tonight's today's gonna be a good night day ~
That tonight's today's gonna be a good night day ~
That tonight's today's gonna be a good good night day ~

Ripped and Improvised.

Have a good day y'all !

Obligation To Blog

Major hiatus.

The major lag in my internet connection at the office isn't helping either. It's so effing inconsistent that I can't even update my AV for the whole day. It keeps getting disconnected and back to square one again. Parasiting on the neighbours line isn't helping either coz I'd thank my lucky stars even if I could get connected to MSN.

They say a blog is a continuation of narration. A series of events is followed by another series of events. Mine just ends abruptly these days.

FB'ing is a disease .. for me. Not kaypoh'ing and stalking people's photo albums and wall posts, but more of FB gaming. I know, it's lame. You know you're really addicted when you actually resorted to opening another account just to anonymously add people from around the globe just to build up your army to battle it out. And when that's not enough, in need of desperation, you even add people to your personal account, and then deleting them off after you have recruited them. You get frustrated and get impatient when these people refuse to accept your recruitment, or when the internet connection is so slow, or the page is full of errors coz it's bombared with players, etc. You beg and you stalk strangers that could help you out in your quests. You only have FB game discussions with your friends.

The internet is failing on me again. -__-"'

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Back in November/December 2008, I was worried about my decreasing body weight. I was shrinking despite the glutton that I am. Determined to look more decent, I went to the doc to get some vitamins, took deworming medicine, reduced cardio workout and stuffed myself silly. By end of February 2009, I finally gained back my ideal weight. But till July 2009 to date, I have been gradually putting on pounds by the day .. and it's not funny. Since my weight dysfunction last year, I have gained 5 kgs. We joked that the tyre around my waist works as a swimming float, or that I'm so bloated that I alleviate/float up into the air each time i fart. =D

Let's see if one week of cardio torture and eating moderation works.

Time to stretch.

And as usual, I am late for class !

Another notch futher from mid-20s

26 years down. And looking forward to more.

I sat down and let my thoughts wander ... life in this 26 years has taught me so much. And I realized that I've actually learned and applied it. Though many may think I am immature in nature, my playfulness, living a childlike fun carefree life .. a woman has been growing in me all these years. I've learned to see things from a much wider perspective, a further vision, and to have a bigger heart. I've learned to let the negativity pass and not brood, whine, and avenge to make it better. Instead I focus on more the positive things and people around me that deserves the appreciation. With this, I allow myself to move ahead, look forward, and grow into a stronger and better person.

This year, just like every other year, as I blow out the candles on the cake, I wish for happiness. It was always the one thing that I wished for. Life won't be this meaningful and bright, and I thank God that he made my wishes came through every year. Though after I may regret a wee bit when I didn't wish that the BigC didn't appear in my closet, or that sparkling circle of life, nor that sleek baby on 4 wheels waiting for me at the car porch :D

I am thankful for having the loving family that has been there to give me everything that I ever needed, the unconditional love and support. My closest friends who have been the most amazing people on earth. My beloved baby bunnie Schnappi-doo who has never failed to tickle my heart and make me melt even at my lowest. And lastly, the man in my life, my pillar of support, who till today has never failed to make me smile and be so thankful that God brought him to me.

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My long awaited Twilight saga box set is here. Though it will be sitting at my bedside for a lil while more before I tear open the wrappers and smell the new crisp paper scent, till I finish off Angels and Demons. The movie was great, but just like Da Vincci Code, there were too many questions left unanswered in that 2 hour show. So now am going through the original "script".

Someone posted up the official trailer for New Moon. It wasn't long after I got over Edward and managed to start to breathe again. And now am gonna start fainting and gasping for air again.

For those who have taken my mind boggling quiz on FB "How Well Do You Know Jamie" .. FYI, I will still choose Scofiled over Edward coz Scofiled is more real than the fantasy Edward. And Scofield's intelligence is so sexy. Not denying Edward's level of knowledge after going through decades of college.

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Where's a nice place to have my birthday dinner ?

Limited only to JB and Singapore of course.

Heat Wave

It's so warm and humid today that I'm disoriented from the heat.

Even my internet connection is getting a heat stroke.

I got up dreading the work day again, just like every other day of the week.

It's extra dreadful today as I was so shagged out from the photoshoot session yesterday. Talk about professionalism. 4 gowns in 12 hours. Before the shoot for the first gown ended I am already dreading what's in store for the rest of the day. Everything was just slow ass mofo. I didn't even feel pretty. And just as I slapped myself awake from all the whining from within, the photographer had to make my motivation plunged faster than the stockmarket crash in 97. The partner was not helping much since he's inexperienced and worse of all, I didn't feel good about his perverse touches. It just didn't feel right at all. I've did so many shoots before and this was just wrong. Tomorrow I'm dreading session 2. God please be with me.

The only time I "enjoyed" the shoot was when I managed to persuade them to style me up the way I wanted to. Pinned up messy curls into a shorter bob like Eva Longoria's. 1950's Chicago gettup mini dress with swinging beads, minus the feathery headgear.

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Kris won. How can that be?

I bet everyone's still in a state of shock and disappointment.

Bali Bali Hai

I don't know how and where does the "Hai" preceeding the Bali came about.

Been back over a week now and I still can't get over that my long awaited holiday has jez ended abruptly. Just like what InezBooBoo said .. anything lesser than 3 days does not count as a holiday. Mine was two half. The other half was spent on traveling, so that doesn't count.

Anyways, I'm already thanking my lucky stars BigOne that the trip was still on. 3 days before, we were already considering of cancelling the trip with the flu flying around everywhere, plus with the fact that 80% of Bali population consists of foreigners/tourists.

So, confined we are in our comfy lil villa. Was rather impressed with this little dream villa tucked inside somewhere rather remote of Seminyak. They always said that pictures on the internet are always deceiving but it turned out to meet what we were expecting.

Private dip pool which I label hazardous pool. Perhaps it's just me. Not recommended for breast stroke swimming if you're not petite. But best part is that the little fountain serves some good purpose and it has built in jacuzzi/bubble massage in it as well.

The living and dining/pantry area. Neat LCD tv in both with in-built MP3 for both living and bedroom, plus a DVD player where you can borrow some movies at the reception. Key word, Borrow i.e. Free. Mind you, they're of reliable brand of Samsung. Not your average China wannabe brands.
The bed was lux with lantern nettings. I now know how to fold this swan through reverse engineering.The service at this villa was excellent. Our pick up at the airport was delayed for over half and hour and we were so pissed for having to stand in outside to wait in the humid weather. I said I was gonna throw a bitch fit and make sure they compensate us by giving us all the upgrading we could ask for. But when we arrive at the villa, I just swallowed everything coz the staff was extremely apologetic and soft that it was just against morality to give him a hard time. Free WIFI, and if you don't have a laptop, they'll bring one to you for Free. Free breakfast, Free afternoon tea, Free shuttle to anywhere you wanna go and pick up back to the villa, Free DVD borrowing, Free books to read, etc. And because the area is small enough, people greet you by your name. How nice is that. The spa lady even came to me over breakfast to remind me that I have a spa appointment to fix. Although they were fully booked, we were moved to another villa temporarily to laze and mess up their bed for a bit before checking out at 3pm in time for our flight. How nice is that.

Next stop, Ku De Ta.

I must thank my beloved neighbours for insisting that I come here. No regrets.

Grilled seafood platter.

Veal tenderloin and fois gras. Brulee. 4 ways. If BigOne ate desert, it means it's definitely great. He ate it.
KuDeTa is definitely awesome. After indulging in excellent food, you can head to the bar area or just laze by the coupled cushioned deck chairs over looking the sea where the spot light is set to shine upon the silver lining of waves hitting on to the beach. With the in-house DJ playing soothing sounds of jazz and light house music, the ambiance was just perfect.

P.A.R.A.D.I.S.E. in my vocabulary.


I was looking forward to this eating frenzy trip. But we didn't have enough time to drive through Bali to scout for delicacies. Bebek & Nuri's .... I'll be back for ya next time !

Lastly .. the sweetest one that always make it happen.

Me heart you big time darling.

Paradise awaits ...

Finally .. the long awaited holiday has arrived.

After much frustration on whether to put ourselves at risk to human traffic and a holiday destination full of Caucasian travelers .. we decided to just go ahead with our plans.

Paradise awaits us ....

I hope it's gonna be much better than the pictures coz pictures on the internet are always deceiving. And I also hope the reviews are just as accurate.

Bags packed, PSP updated with games and music, itinerary set, pick-ups arranged, new VS bikini packed with VS Heidi Klum edition make up gonna set the sexiness up a notch. Minus the boobs, minus the arse, minus the legs, minus the tight abs ... I don't quite make the VS angel mark.

I'm more excited about the food that we'll be feasting on. Double whammy to the VS ghetto. We've got a lot going on down there hunz~

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One before the go ..

Ridiculous

Hellooooo Monday !

Trying very hard to be optimistic about the entire week.

On the brighter note, it's a 3 day week in the office since Friday's a holiday and I've got a shoot on coming Wednesday.

On the down side, I didn't get the best sleep to start off the week.

My series of dreams all consisted of me being haunted by all sorts of ghosts. I remember bits and pieces of it and it's just so weird. Ghost/monster-like extortionist which my bunch of friends called "the shape" or "bentuk" (dd ..u were in my dream .. and yea, ur the one that told me to get my money out about RM5 to give to the 'bentuk') ... which we were later being bugged by this bentuk coz he wasn't happy with the amount we gave it, and then my "agent" came to the rescue .. in which my "agent" was somewhat a ghost/vampire slayer that looked like one of the casts of CATS. -__-! Yea .. tell me about it.

Another dream was about this 3 ghost which were haunting me in the dream ... and the bomoh asked me not to open my eyes while he/she was casting and chanting them away. Apparently one was something like a wolf .. another god knows what .. but looked like that porcupine-like creature from the movie "the village" .. and the third and most strongest one was a scary lamb. When the bomoh said "lamb" I was like .. "aahh??? lamb??" in the dream. But I could felt that it was poking and scratching me for some reasons.

Then I woke up at about 6am to some "singing" or "music" which I couldn't make up .. and I jez told myself it was a "ghost" singing outside. Duhh ....... Soon after it stopped and the school bus drove by ... Vrroooommmmmmm ~

Then back to the CATS dream .. where I was bugging my "si-fu" how I could transform into a cat like him to slay off the "bentuk's" ....

Weird ass !!!!! The whole night was ghostly unpleasant. Does this mean anything?

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I have developed a new OCB ... for shampoos.
Each time I went in to Singapore I was drawn to the supermarkets to find good deals for shampoos and conditioners. I came back last night with a total of approx. 2 litres of shampoo and a litre of conditioner.

Only S$6.80 for a 400ml Loreal Elsive Shampoo!
When I thought I got a good deal at RM19.88 over at Guardians on a sale.
Plus a Vidal Sassoon range which is totally becoming obsolete everywhere.
How can I not stock up.

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We loved the doggie we got Ella for her birthday.

This is one bloody expensive doggie for a 2-year old !

Pug the Nici Dog

But we loved how cuddly it was and the blue bone in the pocket.

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Oooh .. what have I become ?!

Fickle

I said I wasn't a wee bit attracted to the real Edward.

I take that BACK.

So back that when Edward wasn't even immortal.

I'm beginning to fall in love with him all over again.

Plus he's British.

Delusional Fantasy

The infatuation hasn't stop.

I know how crazy I sound now ... he's not even real.

Babe.G keeps thinking that I'm "cheating" on my bf for fantasizing on another "man".
FYI, am not sexually fantasizing him but more like me wanting to be Bella ... in the movie.

Bella's Lullaby has been playing on and on and on since yesterday and it puts me into this whole dreamy delusional world that Edward is standing there in a distance right in front of me. Staring with his mysterious eyes, while I gaze back at him .. his polished image.

*slaps myself awake*

I'm in love infatuated with the character. I was so intrigued by him that I went googling on the real Edward. And I didn't find myself quite attracted to Rob. I'll just stick to the surreal Edward. He's my first un-human love.

And the claws are out.

Jamie Pang: i wanna date edward cullen.

Inez: Sorry darling. He's chained to my bed.
Jamie: You know what the irony is hun? I'm doing him in ur bed ! :D

Looks like I'm bringing back the reading habit into my life again.
We all gotta be motivated by something to do something rite?

Quoted and modified
He's my personalized heroin.


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Operation Ah-Lian Elimination.

I'm still getting used to the dark shade of my hair. I have been living off the so-called blondie for coming 6 months now, which sooooo need to go. The ash-brown has faded into streaks of gold plus with a 2 inch patch of a shade darker from my previous touch up, plus with another 2 inches of my original dark hair, well ... which makes me bloody lian that I can no longer endure. The 3 tier horizontal highligh will do no justice to the image of my salon.

The barest minimum at work.

Shade of dark copper. Not exactly very copper'y. Over the lighter shade of my previous color.
Let's just see what it turns out to be in a weeks time.

I've give up my soul for immortality

2 words ..

HE'S MINE !!!

Cleo's 50 Most Eligible Bachelor 2009

The hunt is on again. And they were hunted down.

And they will be hunted down again by all the aggressive women out there. Roaarrr~ or perhaps Meoowww~ when the nails are all out.

But no fair .. they aren't really consider bachelors when they are sooooo "intact" with someone else. They're jez as good as "single and unavailable". In my vocabulary, Bachelors are supposed to be "Available". Oh what the hell ....

One guy to look out for.

Bachelor #26 - Liew Kah Hoong.

He's on the cover! Need me to throw you anymore ammo?

I reckon' he needs a more glam name to attract the babes. But this down-to-earth guy is not your typical glam chasing monkey. He has a hot swimmers body and God knows what has the editors done to his belly button. I realized the ones that bared for the mag were all belly-button-less.

I know him personally. And I shamelessly call him my "Little-Hubby" before that caused quite a commotion. Retards.

"Little" coz he's younger than me ... "Hubby" coz we're married before.

Only for 2 days ... mainly professional purposes.

However, some people just don't get it.

I hope this picture doesn't cause anymore drama-mama.

And I'm sure the new babe in his life is a cool sweet chick .. who's bloody lucky to find a man who is willing to take her out for dinner, present her with 15 roses to symbolize his remorse, and bring her to the beach to have candles lit with the words "I'm Sorry" .. to apologize for the quarrel they had. ;)

"My relationship deal-breakers are ... whiny, picky women"

I smirked when I saw that line. *evil grin*

Oh well ... I shan't pick on the younger ones. Haha !

Main point ... Vote for Him !!!
Get the mag, vote online, vote via phone .. etc.
Go all the way to KL to whatever club they're hosting the event to give him your support.
Throw him a bra or something. Just make sure it's not filthy with your sweat. ;)

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Singapore's Cleo Bachelor of the Year is so hot its not funny.

Vivian Dawson.
Oh my ~~~

The a gorgeous face and pegs like that. Who cares what's his name.

He looks so perfect that I can't help lusting over him.

And I'm so sure I'd be so overwhelmed that I'd be total retard if I were to be set up on a date with him. OMG ~

Pass You By

One of my favourite songs .. specially dedicated to my Babe-G who's feeling at her lowest now. Please remember that you deserve so much better in life.
I hope that you are able to see the light soon after months of darkness.
And I'll be here for you my dear ... *hugsss*



Pass You By by Boyz II Men

She was like nothing I'd ever known
Her eyes shine like diamonds in a field of snow
Man, that destiny led her to me
Made her feel that life was now complete

A thousand days have passed
And nights gone by
You can see the glow slowly fading from her eyes
Though she denies her pain and her dismay
Know I said this to her anyway

Chorus:
Don't have to stay with someone that makes you cry
You'll end up killing all the love you have inside
Can't hope to see the sun
If you don't open your eyes
Girl don't let real love pass you by
Don't let real love pass you by

I know you are nervous
But take it from me
Cause you deserve so much more than you receive
Listen to your heart and let it show
Don't hold on to your pain
Just let it go, let it go

Chorus

You can find a love you need
If you set your heart free
Girl...
Don't have to stay with someone
That makes you cry
Don't be discouraged baby
Don't let real love pass you by

Chorus

Shagged

Have you ever wondered, no matter how nobel are you in the society, everybody is someone's "Whore". Money does make the world go round and due to this, we whore ourselves to make some cash in exchange for the basic necessities for survival. We're all created to humour our creators when they watch us running around in the foodwhore-chain. I do not mean to be disrespectful to our almighty creators. Just a sudden thought that the so-called creators I am referring to here are those like Neo or Trinity and we in the Matrix world.

For the previous month or so I have been pushing myself as much as I can at the moment to expand the number of digits in my bank account so as to make my 10-year8-year plan realize; which is to retire by the age of 35. Whether or not I choose to whore myself again, that's optional. Pushing 3 jobs into the 7 day schedule is bloody tight. Somehow finally I am dreading for a breather and hoping that a day has 36 hours so that I can sleep off the tiredness, spend more time with my son as he now thinks he's a bunny, spend more quality time with my beloved, and also my sayangs, and some personal time to pamper myself.

After yesterday's session, the whole whoring agenda just struck me. All that glitz and glamour that everyone perceived in this industry is just a facade. We sell ourselves as a canvas, and get paid for that. Then we're left in our clients hand to manipulate and paint us anyway they want. They would do me over and over and over again till we are able to satisfy them.

Now I know why they used the term "shagged" to refer to major-tiredness.

Just imagine shagging 10 clients in a day.

Multi-Level-Whoring.

In the society, everybody is someone's whore. You get paid to be you're superior's whore, who gets paid to be his/her superior's whore to whore you, and the chain goes up and up until it reaches the ultimate whore-house owner.

Everybody's whoring income gets overrided as you are higher in the pyramid.

But then again, the whore-house owner is a whore too in his own level, whoring himself to his company to make money for his family.

:D

Whore-metaphore class dismissed.

Too much rubbish to be absorbed too early towards the weekend.

Major Outbreak

Major epidermic crisis running all over my face.
And again I am depressed over my choc chip + extra choc chip -like face of mine.
The past month has gotten me extra moolah which is yet to be seen but has taken a toll on my skin. Last weekend, I could finally feel it eating through my skin. And now I refuse to head anywhere filled with people coz I dun wanna cover up the "chicken-pox" outbreak on my face. Ewww .... With more assignments coming up, I'm wondering if I should give up the extra income which is too good to give up, and sacrifice my face to the chemicals again.

I wonder if they will call my agents to cancel on the assignment when they see me in this state.

I need a miracle.

But I am lucky to have someone by my side to give me comfort and strength in battling this temporary depression and low self esteem.

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S.O.S.

I am in distress.

Searching for the ideal holiday is soooooo bloody hard, when the place is filled with millions of resorts, hotels and villas for you to choose from. But nothing came across as the perfect place. I had to compromise on either one. And you know how deceiving the pictures on the internet are. When you thought you found the one, and you double check on the ratings and reviews .. someone has to say something like "horrible experience" "will never go back" etc. Either that, or the location has to be at the corner of the earth.

I have too many options.

Anyone knows of any good villas to stay at over at Bali. One of those luxury villas that comes with your own private pool. And the interior must be amazing not those crappy so-called villas. Preferably near the beach. Has good surroundings, and extra services i.e. Spas and Massages. And close to amenities .. coz I do not want to starve and neither we are caucasians who hibernates in their resorts. And within a reasonable budget of US$150.

It sucks when you're from a country where your currency is like bloody low. Hell it's the economic crisis in the states now .. why aren't we on par or just slightly lower, just like how the Aussie dropped to be equal to the Singapore Dollar?!

I've found way too many ... but they're so deceiving saying it's "near" to the beach, when it's like 1.5 to 2km away from the beach. Am not gonna walk around near butt naked or soaking wet from the beach for 2km lor.

Plus, where's good to stay in Krabi? I have no single clue on which beach to be at.
And where's the moon party held?

I give up googling. I need a reliable travel agent.

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Major backlog. I wonder if I still know how to blog even at all.

Or will it be the written script of what's going on in my mind?
It's a party up there .. I've got no focus. Order now!

It's Sis-Esh's Birthday today.

Happy Birthday Sis !
Always have been a baby .... you're so way pass that sis!
*Slaps on the head for some awakening* :D

And a big huggie to make it up again :D

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These few weeks have been so packed that I'm exhausted. I'm no longer a hopping 21 year old with the stamina of an Energizer Batter or a Duracel Bunny. I felt I haven't been resting for the longest time ever. On the bright side, I get extra income to splurge on UNnessecities.

Valentine's 2009 has been a special one. It's the only time of the year where the girls get to sit back and wait for the men to do all planning and impressing. But I guess this year Vic was a much happier man than me. He's so lucky it's not funny yo!

The Dita's arrived in time for Valentines. The long awaited Dita's that kept me on my toes for the longest time ever that it has somewhat caused me some trauma in internet shopping. But it paid off. The customized Dita Flight 002 was a baby! Damn right it is! They already have 8 colors to choose from but yet we got them to make the 9th color. Benjamin from LeeLeeLunnettes.com was very helpful in making it happen. Thanks man ! *macam he read my blog* haha~

Then there was the handmade pop up card I made him. The digital scrapbooking is really growing on me. Each time I make him a card, I would reluctantly give it to him :D

And lastly .. not forgetting the white angel :)

I got mine too ...

The single sunflower that never fails to make me blush and put a smile on my face. It's my 4th stalk throughout our journey ... and by far it's the prettiest of them all.

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And as all couples might just cuddle into each other's loving arms post Valentine's Day, spending the rest of the day just whispering sweet nothings, expressing their love for each other, and just mezmerize into each other's eyes ....

I got up early to "work" with Jessica Liu.

The up and rising star of Mediacorp Singapore. To me she'll always be my RuanMianMian :D

And my dear SisBro Long will just drool ... he fell in love with her the first time he met her in Taiwan. He hasn't stopped fantasizing about her ever since.

Babe Geline .. please hold it in ya :)

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The wedding fair marathon .. another this weekend, City Square JB.

KFC Buddies
Followed by judging at Ginza, Paragon Hotel for the Miss Malaysia International Johor State Selection pageant.

Strike a pose!
And a prim and proper one for the camera.
You have no idea how wacky we are off camera. Queens are never prim n proper. We're just good actresses that's all :D

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I'm so disoriented right now I will stop here.
Photolog for now. More serious thoughts and issues next time.
I promise.