Freaking Awesome 28th Birthday

Thanks to everyone who has made this birthday freaking awesome.

2010 really rockxx for me. Yay !

First of all .. thanks to my biatches for throwing a surprise birthday bash for me.

Thanks for the pressies .. the c**k-cake .. and mind-cracking ideas that you girls have planned for the past couple of months !

The cake is amazingly yummy .. rich chocolate cake with thick chocolate fudge .. good chocolate !

It's so good that I sulked when my mom gave some away. This is really a sinful and lustful cake.

What am I to do without you girls .. thank you so much again for being part of my life. Am truly blessed and I can ask nothing more from you girls except to bear with my nonsense and be part of my life for the next 50 years AT LEAST :) *hugs*

More pics from the crazy night ...

And the big surprise from BigOne the next day ..
Dinner at La Forketta @ Dempsey

The food as alright .. though I thought it was a lil salty. But still yummy.
Seafood indulgence linguine. There was so much seafood I couldn't find my linguine.

Juicy pizza .. oozing bubbles on the salame.

My knight in shining armour .. the love of my life.

BigOne says that I'm his sunshine .. that makes him happy and bright.

And finally ... my prayers and wishes are answered.
Dreams do come true.
To be married to the love of my life, the man that you know will bring you happiness, bliss and contentment.

Still over the moon. It still feels so surreal.

Gonna be really busy in coming months.

Hope I don't turn into bridezilla .. please keep in check people.

Pre-Birthday

Day 2 of celebrations .. and I feel like the happiest person ever !

Thank God for all the wonderful people surrounding me that makes life soooo happy and blessed.

I feel like an outburst of beaming and blinding sunshine of happiness !

Love y'all for making 2010 birthday ever so special and memorable.

Love my biatches ! BFF !

On another note .. can't wait to know what BigOne's up to tonight !

* xoxo *

Stalker

I've been stalked by a series of horrible nightmares for a few weeks now. It's disturbing .. and quality sleep not achieved. Thank God this doesn't happen every single night. But yet, frequent enough for me to feel it's stalking me. The weird part is .. I have a clear memory of the entire dream when I wake, and weirder part, I sometimes am conscious in my dream .. like "hey .. this is a dream .. cool !" 

The frequency of monstrous/ghostly dreams have so frequent that I'm no longer scared in them. Sure there's a slight fear, but not like hair pulling shrieking scary. In one of it, I saw a ghost through a reflection in the mirror .. and I can only see it that way. I did multiple tries to reconfirm it. Then went to my dad and told him, "Dad ... there's a ghost in my room .. come take a look." And that's what we did .. and I remembered the conversation to be something like "Ya hor .. really got ler ..."

Then there was the back to school nightmares ... where I did not study for an exam. Back then, when I did not study well .. I would still have my way in scribbling out something out of logic to answer the tests. But this was a whole different scenario. A subject I had not a single clue. Add-Maths. (I'm Arts Major) And another was having to do 5 Malay essays, one of which was a debate. There was the standard procedure for the opening speech .. I totally lost it. Haha !

Then yesterday I had the a horrible bizarre dream that I was sentenced to life imprisonment for whatever that I did. Before I was sent to jail .. I went to shoot someone at point blank out of revenge .. doesn't make a difference coz I'm sentenced to life anyways. But when I was being transported, that was the horrible part. The thought that I couldn't see my family and loved ones forever .. OMFG .. that's worst than death. I remembered crying so badly while texting my brother that I loved him and all .. the sadness was uncontainable. See .. your sis DOES love you. It's so disturbingly sad that I woke up crying and it sorta traumatized me a little for the day.

Does anyone know the interpretations of dreams? Some say that it's a way of saying out loud our deepest thoughts and worries. I somehow feel there's a mojo to it .. in a superstitious way that there's a presence from the neither world. Or perhaps a way of telling me that something bad's coming .. like some dejavu flash forward kinda thing. Or maybe just too much TV, games and the internet.

Or just .... just maybe ...... I NEED A NEW BED !!!

Ping and Pong

For those who are familiar with 98.7fm's Ping and Pong (Singapore's radio channel), 

I heard an exceptionally funny joke that was like a slap in the face. So funny can die.

The Adventures of Ping and Pong.

Pong: Hi Ping ..

Ping: Hi Pong ..

It always starts off like this.

Pong: I'm trying to put together this jigsaw puzzle, but it is so difficult. The edges can't seem to fit together .. it's not the same as the normal ones.

Ping: Follow the picture on the box for the guide laa ..

Pong: *scrambles for the box* Here it is .. it's a picture of a rooster ..

Ping: Aiyaa .. stop playing laa .. put the cornflakes back into the box !

*Faints*  So totally unexpected !

The characters sound like dumb little girls, but in actual fact, if I'm not mistaken, the voice behind it is from 2 full oversized grown men, also known as The Muttons.

I do wonder how they come up with so much shi!t every single day !

Yippie

I miss my MAN so much I'm so excited to see him later.

It's so weird when Jasmine always refers our partners as "our man". 

But it makes them so much more than just boyfriends or husbands or lovers.

The MAN sounds like a protector .. a hero .. like .. He da man !

Hell yeah he's my MAN alright .. in every way .. and so much more.

April Fool

I HATE 1st APRIL 2010.

Effing bad day.

Been having this suppressed flu in the system for the entire week. The nose is was constantly leaking and there was no way to control the watery flow that made its way down. Sleep has been disrupted as lying down caused some kind of pressure to cause the blockage. I had to sleep in a reclining position of stacked pillows. The invisible drowsiness hovering wasn't a great help in concentration at work. So was the minor blockage in the nasal area that impaired my speech clarity.

Work day has been such a pain. I was looking forward to the end of the day so that I could go unwind and sweat out the suppressed sickness at yoga, but was intercepted by some casting call which turned out to be some ambiguous job which I'm very skeptical and uninterested. But before that .. my worst nightmare came.

I was finishing up work and ready to leave when my lappie jammed on me. Rebooted it as usual only to find a blank screen and my working cursor.

D.I.E.

Windows crashed on me.

What was that supposed to mean ? Some kind of sick April Fool's joke Microsoft/WindowsXP has on it's users? O.M.F.G. You have no idea how disoriented I was. There was no help available at that moment - 7pm, my mobile died on me, there was no WindowsXP disc to be found anywhere in the office (apparently none came with the whole lappie set).

All my work. Years of work. Hard, sweating, labor of my fingers and brain cells.

I kept repeating to myself ..
Composure .. Breathe .. Composure .. Breathe .. Composure !!

Do you see how bad this is? How can something have such massive control over a person. This day and age, we will not function without a computer. While the lappie was in EU, I jez sat around in the office filing all the piled up docs from zonks, and after there wasn't anything I could do. This is so bad. So So So Bad. This is not allowable. But of course there's always a solution like using backup server, watever server you call that .. but doesn't come cheap either.

Oh well .. it's all over now. Lappie's back but somehow it's still groggy. Trauma. Both owner and patient.

Hope everyone did not suffer such ill fate.
For those who did .. I feel you.

Dreams Do Come True

That sums it all up.

Feels so surreal.

Finally

After waiting for 4 months .. D-Day has arrived.

Sounds like some big dramatic lifetime event.

It's just a long awaited trip to paradise.
Nothing new laa .. same old thing .. beach retreat.
We're such suckers for the beach it's not funny.

Next trip no beach no more.
B- B- B- BUT- BUTTT- it's where it makes us happy.
Relaxing to the sea breeze and sounds of the waves, sinking our souls to the view of the 3 layers of what makes earth.

I hope it doesn't pour.
Fingers crossing very very very tightly.

2010

A blink of an eye and it's already mid-March.

There's so much to do but so little time.
With so much agenda on my list, I wonder which to set my focus on.

By right the priority should be on the real world. The job. Which of course is less exciting.
The side business is kicking start well and am glad it's running well and hope it runs well for at least a year before I get fickle and disembark.
The exciting unreal world suddenly open up it's doors in my face and is luring me to the light. Why didn't it come much much earlier when I still had the energy to run about day and night.

The son needs more discipline and obedience training as he's being very difficult these days like the rebellious teenager. I feel my parents. And am deeply sorry for being such a pain back then.
The new addition is such a darling and can't wait till Bullet gets bigger and tougher.

Oh well .. at least I feel "useful" in 2010, rather than looking back at the end of the year and realized I've been day dreaming all 365 days.

Colorful Pink Room has kicked started well, and after 1 month, it has established it's foothold in the e-business world quite well. The name though not fancy actually has a significant personal meaning to me.


Pre-ordering for stocking and accessories, we're already into Batch 6. The quality has proven itself and am so amazed by the quality especially for the accessories. Legs can be so much more sexier when it's jazzed up. Plus all those bling you can have on your neckline minus the weight.


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Duhh Dee Dumm

Happy Birthday Sis !!

May you only find happiness from this point forward. I think you have enough of deprivation.

Love ya !

* * *

Am bored.

Work seems to be major slow mo for me. I understand now why people say they need "a change of environment" after a couple of years into their existing jobs. I've been in mine for over 5 freakin' years and it's also my very first. Talk about excitement .. hah! But as my former boss told me, I'm just too coward to step out from my comfort zone.

After CNY, I'm still adapting back and stepping up with my new role. It doesn't really help when people do not respond immediately. It just kills the vibe.

I miss Penang. Particularly the food. Despite being there for 5 days, I've spent 80% of the time eating. I can't remember when was the last time I spent this much time around the family. It's like literally day in and out with them. The immediate family, not the cousins. The day always begins with a wake up call at 8.30am, followed by breakfast .. lunch .. tea .. dinner .. supper. We're constantly looking forward to each meal. Charrr Koaayyy Teowww ... I can't remember the last time I was this addicted to it. Coz I don't. I never really liked it. Coz CKT in JB sucks, even BigOne was surprised how much I was talking and yearning for it. Any given time, if there was a stall selling CKT .. we would order it. I can say that 90% of the food in Penang is edible. Overrating. But true. Living up to it's name Food Heaven. Even the fried rice in RedBox was awesome. Back to JB's RedBox, and forced myself to swallow the macaroni and ham. I mean, it's such a simple dish, what are the chances are it's not edible. But this one was seriously unedible.

My very own Sin City.

Couple of pics from Food Heaven Island.

Bangkok Lane's Cuttlefish Mee Mamak is not to be missed. The Indians here speak incredibly good hokkien, even more fluent than I do.
Making a stop at the over hyped Hard Rock in Penang. Hail the late King.
and not forgetting .. food sampling .. the lights are so pweety ..
Super Loves ! The Duo Combo : Beef ribs and brisket. Can faint.
My beloved family with my grandpa. He has such awesome eyes .. his is in the shade of grey and blue. Why didn't I inherited his eyes, could've saved on contacts !
Btw .. this picture is deceiving. I'm not giganormously tall .. there's something seriously wrong with the angle .. taken by a very very inexperienced photographer. Prolly her first time holding one as well.

The cousin and his new found love. Inseparable.
And my 2 fav pics ..
Lovin' the colors.

I'm really getting better at this whole photoshop thingy. Though there's so much more to learn. And the version of ps am using now is so embarrassingly outdated. Self taught. Give me some credit. Will move on to the newer version once I'm more confident.

Subliminal Memories

For those who have read New Moon of the Twilight saga, how many of you can related to what Bella's going through?

Despite all the sappiness of not being able to move on and not wanting to forget, drifting to and fro between the two who makes her feel alive, I do feel her.

Have you ever want to forget something so bad that you wished it never existed, but yet on the other hand you're thankful that you've been given the opportunity even for that slightest moment. As time passes, each memory is still fresh and everything feels like it was just yesterday when in reality it has been years. Despite moving on to new found happiness, yet still holding on to the memories. How Bella's heart ached every time she is reminded of something related to the Cullens or Edward. The sore, the hurt, the angst, the fear. Being in a place all so familiar, hoping to see the one, hoping time would turn back to relive the moments. Wanting to know about the person, wanting to hear the name. But yet afraid that it will cause an emotional stir inside when the waves have been calmed.

I understand why she feels the emptiness, why the hurt, why the yearning.

She never had the answer, the reason of everything that has happened.

If only she knew why truly left from the beginning, perhaps she wouldn't feel as empty and as hurt.

Or maybe, one just have to be absolutely rational in looking further ahead for the consequences and chain of reactions from just one step.

If it didn't happen, it wouldn't have hurt.
But if it didn't hurt, one would never have learn.

After all these years, would you rather know the brutal truth, or prefer to stick to your own assumptions for the perfect memory?

The Tiger Roars

Happy Chinese New Year !!!

Am getting all excited. But ...

It's 5.30pm and my boss just dropped off some work. Plus he pulled off the guilty conscious trick. "It's ok.. it can wait till you get back ... or you have time to do it now?"
But he has been one of the most amazing boss one can ever have, so I gladly do his bidding.
Though I'd very much love so much to head home now to spend that extra time with my baby boy before sending him off to "hell". I'm putting him up at the pet lodging for effing 6 days ! It's such hell for him due to the fact that he doesn't really like socializing with his same kind. And 6 days in a room full of his kind in various shapes and sizes. Poor baby.

I'm really rushing for time now. I hope I can blog real soon.
Getting my thoughts while multitasking at work is a bad combo.

Am so exited for sunny Penang ! Hope the heat will be bearable instead of a 24/7 sauna !

xoxo ... Happy Valentines Day too !

Spread the lurrve !

Cat Betrayed His Girlfriend

This is crazily hilarious !



I nearly choked on my coffee halfway through this.

Can't imagine how creative people can get these days.

Hot Mama Choco Chip Cookies

We've got a new look to our cookies !

With CNY greetings to for the festive period.

Plus the cutesy carry bottle.

Order Now !

Hot Mama Choc Chip Cookies

CNY's coming .. so the Pang Residence is running it's annual bakery again.

Hot-Mama's Home-Baked
Chocolate Chip Cookies

Taking in orders now.
RM 17.00 per bottle.
350 grams per bottle.
Don't be an annoying fart and ask me how many cookies makes out 350 grams!

Freshly baked cookies, guaranteed finger licking that make you crave for more!

Reasons to Stock up on Hot Mama's Choc Chip Cookies

1. Chinese New Year's round the corner, and bet you peeps out there are so bored of the normal festive cookies. For a change, try choc chips.
2. Bribe your future in-laws by giving them festive goodies. Beats the over-commercialized and over-priced-rip-off goodie baskets.
3. So nyum nyum that it'll make Famous Amos be on it's guard.
4. Worth every penny! Bursting with choc chips. Unlike those cheapo's out-there with one chip per cookie!
5. Cheap. Ingrediants have increased in price alooooot !
6. Healthy. Homemakers know sh!t about using artificial flavours and preservatives.
7. Baked by the hottest and coolest mum ~ checkout her facebook account!
8. Hard labour by A-grade people i.e. moi and P.Diddy (not so young, but still attractive, best dad ever) and of course Her Majesty Hot Mama herself.
   
9. You'll be surprised that you'll come back next year for more!

So hurry .. Order Now !

Drop me your orders in my email: jamieternity@hotmail.com

or in the comments box below.

Please state your name and contacts and order amounts .. I will contact you when I've received the orders.

Please also indicate WHEN you would want to collect/have it delivered. We'd like our cookies to go out freshly baked and not weeks/days old cookies. Do let us know, so we can schedule your orders to be right out the oven to your doorstep/hands soonest.

I'll take in orders for JB - delivery/pick-ups will be arranged.

Spread the word if you like it .. we'll do orders on requests all year round.

And if you place a "satisfactory" number of orders .. who knows I'll throw in a discount or perhaps a free bottle or two :)

Avatar

I See You .... the new word for "I Love You" ?

Avatar post, hence the blue words.

Avatar's awesome yo! For those who have watched it .. and think it's "quite" nice .. what do you mean by "quite" nice .. it's effing awesome! Catch it in 3D and you'll know what I mean.

Konon laa ... boasting I caught it in 3D. Wahahaha .. what to do, living in JB, there's many things to boast about coz we don't have many awesome things to offer here. Somehow it's like PleasantVille or something. We only have 2 malls that are worth going but could memorize the shops by heart and can navigate myself around even if I'm blind. The rest I call them "purpose malls" i.e. you don't head there unless you have to go to that specific shop e.g. buying DVDs in Holiday Plaza or Pelangi Plaza. You don't just wake up one day and go .. "Hey .. why not let's go window shop at HP or PP".

Anyways .. back to the movie. The idea of the story is kinda interesting, sync'ing with the nature and all with the braids. But it becomes a joke after. You know what arses we people are. Just have to poke fun at just about anything. :D

Went surfing around and stumbled upon the Avatar plot. Some genius joker (confused on who to cut off) did a edited summary plot of the movie ripped off Pocahontas.

Pocahontas or not .. who cares, it's just entertainment. Who really gives their two cents about who ripped off who. It's who made what outcome better that counts.

This is one movie that I don't mind buying the original DVD despite having dirt cheap pirated DVDs offered every corner of the streets in Pleasantville. Apparently word goes out that there's an deleted sex scene for the cinema version, which will be included in the DVD. To what extent this is true we'll just have to find out. But I guess it's no more than just plain sync'ing .. the whole movie's about sync'ing .. and the Na'vi chicks don't even have nipples. So don't expect that much.

Avatar fever ... I have been Na'vi-ed ... have you ?

Yes, that's me .. not mere coincidence. It's done with by some online web programme from the french McDonalds using my picture. Not very impressed with the cock-eyed though.

Give it a try at www.mcdonalds.fr.

Everything's in french though, but you'll manage to navigate yourself around by using some common sense.

Tip 1: Remember to use full frontal shots otherwise your nose or lips in particular will get distorted.
Tip 2: Use cool/serious expression photos .. you don't want your Na'vi character to be a retarded one. No matter how gorgeous your smile is, it never works for the Na'vi. Neytiri has an awkward grin/smile that never made her the gorgeous princess of her tribe. Here's an example of how retarded you'll look using a smiling photo.

Have fun Na'vi'ing :)

Eve of Eve of Xmas

Major slowmo. So slow my brain stops working and heart beats lesser by the second.
Die standing. My mom used to love to use that word. Now it's something else.

My work desk is now infested by pesky pests. Tiny ants. Appearing very randomly, hence not being able to find the source. Because of this I've developed some kind of OCD of removing them. Poor them lil creatures are stuck to the cellulose tape before heading to the bin.

Seriously, I find ants utterly annoying. I'm my household ant exterminator. I hunt them down to the gardens and getting into the pots, soil and dirt and if it even means breaking a nail or two. Armed with my faithful Shieldtox spray .. you ants better be afraid .. be very afraid. But getting smarter by the day.

*gave up uploading picture of ants on cellulose tape .. my windows picture manager got major virus. It likes to wipe out the pictures to just plain blank/white after any editing. So you can't do anything about it later but to reupload it from your device and start all over.*

Anyways ... just to be sure ... better late than never ...

MERRY CHRISTMAS
y'all fellow earthlings !

Bad Romance

This bitch is effing weird.

Amazingly interesting nonetheless.

Sleigh Bells Ring .. Are you Listening ..

Time flies ... freaking fast lor.
Just like that .. like a snap of fingers.
I don't feel I've much to look back on, nothing much has been achieved. Maybe there's a couple, but I feel I could do so much more.

Work is mundane as usual, looking forward to bonus and raise come January. But it looks bleak with the business slowdown and all. I need a big fat paycheck to pay off whatever remaining debts I have with the Government. Study loan. I put myself through uni. Excluding allowances of course .. I'm in effing Melaka, it's not that expensive there that I have to get a job to pay off the rents. I could have saved a whole lot from the rents for 3 years .. paying for a room by myself, but end up sleeping in it only half the time .. or less.

I feel so poor. The depreciating Ringgit or maybe appreciating Sing Dollar is really dreadful. Shopping sucks in Singapore. Kua gien only.
If I'd had someone buy me my car, paid my tuition, and not needing to contribute to household expenses I'd have a 6 figure bank account by now.

I'm bitching am I now? I sound groggy.

Such a contrary to the post's title .. happy xmas tunes.

I still haven't figured out how to use PPS. It's gibberish .. worse than that. It's suppose to be in Chinese, what difference does it make anyways, but it's all symbols. Don't think the aliens know how to decipher the codes too. Everyone said that they watched the latest series via PPS already. I can't open three quarter of the shows there. I can't find GossipGirl S.3 .. can't open Weeds .. and no TrueBlood .. or anything else that entices me.

I need a holiday. The booked one is only due end-March. Still so loooooong away !
I'm just tired .. lacking on sleep. I think I'll fall asleep while meditating in yoga later. Need some exercise to pump up some adrenaline. Yoga IS tiring. Try supporting ur weight on both hands.

I'll have to drag my ass to set up the xmas tree tonight. Effing late. But maybe it'll brighten up the moodiness and I'll be skipping about excited about the festive season. On the other hand .. aiyoo .. gonna be damn broke lor !

Jai Ho ~

The Bollywood wedding was a success.

Not only was the entrance dance a success, so was the flash mob. I was getting all worried that everyone would back out that night, but the crowd was amazing. Till today, whenever the song plays ... I Got A Feeling ... I'm sure those that take part would wanna boogie jai-ho style.

It's my first time participating in an Indian wedding, and I guess it's gonna be the one and only time ever. Such an experience with so much to dance about.

Scha's saree was rich in beads and jewels. She was like an Indian queen.

Even the prayers and procession was interesting with trumpets and tabla.

Even the stage was so colorful. Colors make me very happy :D

Thanks Scha .. for the lovely sarees.

You have no idea how happy that makes us. And we're hoping for another time where we can put it on again.

Such a pity we don't have a picture of the four of us decked out in sarees. I hope the photographer managed to snap on during our Single Ladies dance during the speech.

My ShahRukhHan from China.

To my dearest Sacha and Sasee-BearBear ..
I wish the both of you neverending happiness, bliss, laughs, and ever after.
The both of you look so good together .. and ur love for each other never fails to touch and inspire me. I love you both.

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Less than a week after .. another wedding.

Finally after 7+ years .. Jasmine's big day has arrived. I really salute those people who can date for like a decade before tying the knot. I don't think I'd ever be able to do that.

The earliest and most ridiculous time to get up to get ready for the door bashing. 3.30am.
It's like we get up when people just finished partying.
But it wasn't all that bad after all. The worst part was forcing myself to fall asleep at 1am. And the easiest was being concussed after the whole morning session, getting a full on 4 hour rest before the dinner.

Jasmine was stylishly gorgeous that night. Her extreme low back gown was a stunner.
Adding to the contrast, we decked out in black. Me and Geline paired up to wear an off-shoulder dress, going with 2 different styles - the subtle romantic and the rocker chic. Personality wise, we should have swapped our looks.

You can spot the outcasts from our black ensemble entourage :D

But nothing beats a wedding where we have one of the chio-est sister-entourage for the yamseng session. But lousy drinkers having to cheers only with juices and such. -__-!

Congrats to you too babes ...

I can't wait for you to hit Paris ! :D