Popo'ed

I've just been Popo'ed !

Behold .. Baby-Popo-Jamie

No one knows exactly what Popo means. Definitely not meaning "Grandma" in the Chinese context. Hell, I don't even know what does that mean myself.

Just that I have a Malaysian friend who speaks fluent French .. who is F.O.S. (full of sh!t) .. and never fails to perk me up with all his "S"s. He calls himself Popo-Panda now .. and is spreading his influence quickly. Last I checked over FB, there's someone else besides me who got baby-popo'ed.

Freaky .. but undeniably hillarious.

Kinda like a serial killer in a panda costume on the loose!

Hail Dan .. opps, I mean Popo-Panda!

Fatefully Departed

Tuesday was the gloomiest day ever.

What are the odds that 2 of your friends left on the same day and you can never see them ever again?

Shocking but true. I was still in a daze when I received the news. It felt that it was a dream .. but I had to wake up to the brutal fact of reality.

Though we have grew apart throughout the years, your departure still saddens me .. and everyone around you, close and far. We may all regret that we could have taken back the things that we have said, times that we could have made up for .. we are glad we have a part of your amazing pressence in our lives, residing in our memories.

Rest in peace my dear friend. Am sure your presence up above will be so much interesting with you around.

Ryan Lauw.
Someone actually uploaded this photo up on facebook to my astonishment.
This was how attractively-dorky I was back then. =.=!

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On another note ..

We all strongly disagree with the decision that you have made.

But there's no point in brooding over.

I guess you have considered your decision thoroughly and made up your mind that life will be much more happier after.

I'll miss your wackiness and those memories we have had back then. And I greatly regret that I have ignored you for those times you buzzed me on MSN.

Rest in peace too my dear Man Kok.

A wacky pic to conclude our friendship.

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Life is too fragile.

We will never know what God has planned for us.

With all that is happening around us, we should realize that we should live life to the fullest. Am sure there will be some of you that will disagree that sometimes things just aren't working out the way we want them to, or the way that we can live it to the fullest. But for everything that has happened, it happens for a reason. And we should learn from it. We should be strong and pick ourselves up for the falls we make, no matter how many times we fall or how frequent we fall. Never give up .. for God is fair, and we will only realize that there's always a rainbow after the storm.

Life goes on. Make the best of it.

Time for an upgrade

I need help to decide.



Let's just ignore the last 2 options coz it's way out of my budget.

Bear in mind that this new gadget is gonna last me for another gazillion years before I change for another. Yea, am still using that ridiculous 5mp camera which SisEsh just can't stop criticizing how bad it is. It still works .. serves BASIC needs, with a spoiled dial which is just too costly to change.

Most of my friends recommend the Canon for better pics .. but am lovin' the slimness of the Skinny-T .. plus it comes in PINK !

Start polling !

Which digital camera should I get ?
	Canon Ixus 870 IS
	Sony Cybershot Skinny T-77
	Others (please recommend)
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Unacceptable

What is the key competencies of a business in a service line?

Bloody SERVICE.

Super duper atrociously unacceptable experience.

It's not like OldTown is not known for bloody bad service .. I recall having visited a forum created just to slam OldTown outlets nationwide.

I've been neutral so far ... until .................

from Old Town Taman Molek, JB Outlet

This what you get for ordering a cold drink with less ice.

Like someone bloody took 2-3 sips off your drink.

And when we confronted the supervisor .. he said it is because we requested for less ice, without a slight feeling of remorse. Didn't even offer to change a new glass.

How can you bloody serve this cup to your customers?

We were so furious that we demanded to speak to the Manager but ended up with a reply of "Our manager's only on morning shift." =.=!

I wonder if our request / message is highlighted to the Manager the next morning. For all you know they would give a flying f**k about what you think.

Come on .. that extra ml of tea/milk/water wouldn't improve your margin by even 1%. And changing a new glass for your customer is the least you could do after ripping off customers for the price that they're charging.

And you thought Starbucks and CoffeeBean are expensive. At least you'll never complain and you'll be cared and heard there.

I just realized that I have been neglecting this blog for quite some time. There’s so much that I haven’t been updating that I don’t know where to start .. that always ends up in the archives. Enough of the procrastinations.

***

Anne has finally left for Melbourne. I didn’t expect that it would affect me that much. I was so sad. It sent me on a waterfall frenzy. It felt as though my “boyfriend” left to further his study overseas and I could only see him a couple of weeks each year. I missed the person that has showered me with support, guidance, a shoulder to cry on, ultimate patience and understanding, and keeping my hopes and faiths alive through the darkest and lowest that I have been through. And helped me through it all .. being there for me emotionally and physically. Now that she’s gone, I felt empty as I have been so dependent on her back then. But I’m glad to know that she’ll always be there for me even though she’s thousands of miles apart … just a text, a MSN message or a phone call away. I miss you Anne .. you have been a true friend and I really appreciate that. And may we be the best of friends for the longest time ever.

Ok Anne .. you can start your waterfall now ;)

Emo suit !!

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Remember the “Lion-mane” shoot ? It’s finally out in this month’s Female magazine. Nüyoü mag but I’ve yet to see it on newsstands.

Both Loreal shoots are out.

The new Maji brown collection …

… and the lion-mane 60’s big curls look.
Somehow I preferred the pic Bon took for me.

Do not underestimate one's artistic cam whoring skills. =)

***

I’m just wondering …

How do we know if our intuitions are right or are the psyco thoughts on the loose again?

We women are well known to be natural born psycos. Please, am sure everyone has been there before. It’s just a matter of time before one snaps out of it otherwise they really go loco.

For those who have been “there” before, how do we know if it’s the ugly side is taking a peek to the outside world again after it has been banished to its deepest gallows? Sometimes we blame too much on the precedence. We end up blaming ourselves and bringing it upon us. It’s just like judging an ex-con by whatever cover it has. But in actual fact, for all you know, it’s our intuition that is giving us a big wake up slap and a “Helloooo !~”

Being in a relationship is like taking a big roller coaster ride … not the lousy ones in those cheapo funfairs in your neighbourhood, but those ones in Disneyland .. in the States mind you. You love it … you hate it.

I wonder how can people actually admit that they love the “thrills” of the ups and downs. Oh you bloody well know you god damn hate the downs. When it comes to the people you love so deeply, that “down” impact is like sending your heart way down to your intestines and stuck there. Yea, very tormenting!

But at the end of the day, one must have the courage to pick themselves up and move on. Time may heal most of the wounds. We’ll feel better, but somehow still bitter inside. I figured the challenge here isn’t just to move on. Remember the term “forgive and forget” ? Time allows us to forgive, but no matter what .. it’s just too hard to forget. And we women have such an imaginative and creative minds that we would ponder upon stuff that we are supposed to forget. Opening the files that have been closed long ago and to investigate deeper into those doubts we have at the back of the mind.

OM“Bloody”G .. psyco thoughts on the loose!

Byno will go .. “Jamieeeeee ….. stop it !”

It seems that recently I've been surrounded by emotional fluctuations around me. And I understand very well that these people need more support, understanding and guidance through this phase. More than anything else, they all want a "solution" .. and answer to all their doubts. Where does it all start in the first place. Just when I was about to let my mind settle on this neverending discussion with no definite solution, last night's Tyra Show episode was about this.

Insecurities often leads to Paranoia.

Be it physical wise, or expectations from your partner.

There is a sudden gush of verbal diarrhea in my mind after the last fullstop. I feel it is rather inappropriate to publish my "mind diarrhea" coz it will do injustice to the male species, disrespecting people's private issues, subconsciouly inflict more damage to the already damaged/insecure/paranoia minds of those who are reading this, or just creating more unnecessary pondering. Let's just leave it as it is. Am sure everyone has their own story to tell.

I just wish that more positive light comes to shine for those who have been suffering in the pouring rain.

***

Cabana Manhunt Competition Finals is tomorrow.

Am judging.

Isn’t it interesting being able to ogle and judge men shamelessly while they go all out to impress you?

Am so lucky.
I hope they live up to my expectations. Though I'm trying not to have one too high.

But already having a headache deciding what to wear.

If only Alysher didn’t pressure me with “Please dress to kill” and having to hold up to people’s expectations with the title that I will be carrying then.
Damn ~

If only I were Jem and my entire wardrobe would be right there beside me every second of the day. No worries if I dressed up for the wrong occasion.

See what TV does to your brain?

Rockin Good Times

I've been slacking on the entries real bad. Only can blame it on a whole sh!tload of reasons. =)

My darling Anne is heading back to Melb in exactly 11 days. For some reasons my heart sinks whenever I look at the calender, crossing out the days that passes by so quickly. She has been there physically and emotionally for me during the most depressing times (also you too BynoTan) and it will never be the same again. Though you'll still be there .. but not physically. Boohoo~ Where am I to find another psycopath that could understand me so well? Psycos only understand psycos. Psyco-Yaya-Sisterhood .. Hahahaha~ Well, we don't want that now don't we.

I guess for the next 11 days I'll (and you too Byno) be basically neglecting almost everything and make the best of the remaining days with Anne. You are so missed woman! And Rebellion Madnezz will never be the same again.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SaCHA !!!

My dear huggabuns hugga bunny boo scha celebrates at Walkers over the weekend. It's been a while since I had so much fun ! And oh, BlackLable clears the flu bug. =)

This year Sean found 2 new brothers .. a younger brother (Anthony) and I guess BigOne is the new addition. For some reasons, I feel there's a strong bond from this picture. Sorry darling, I know you might hate it .. but am so lovin' it !!!

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Am planning on getting a new camera coz the old one is seriously dying on me, if not, taking a toll on my anger management till i eventually kill it. I've my plans on the Canon 860 IS but the nice honest lady over at the store asked me to hold my purchase coz they'll be launching their new models really soon.

Any good recommendations?
Something like the 860 but much slimmer would be perfect.
Also not forgetting easy on the dollar would be extremely nice as well.

Mister & Miss Right

We have all had our fair share of relationship roller coaster rides ... whether or not that person is The One, no one knows. I always felt that it would be so much better if we all had a crystal ball that could tell what would happen next so that we won't even bother wasting our time making the first wrong move. But then again, there goes all the excitement and meaningful discovering period. It's always exciting ain't it .. like a rollercoaster ride .. exhillarating, but too much of it is bad for the heart.

Men always ask, what do we women want? Seems like we're some kind of complicated species, and the men overrate themselves as the SimpleOne. Duhh~ Yea, we women don't know what we want, not in the sense as we have completely no idea, but we want so many things that we don't know how to put them in order. It's just like walking into a shoe store .. we don't know which to get, coz we want em all. So we have a problem in setting priority with the wants. And we want the impossible. The ultimate impossible. Getting them to think like us. Good luck on that.

We're just different, accept it. And Men will never come from Venus. Vise-versa, men should also accept that Women will never come from Mars. We'll all just have to wait for some kind of hybrid to exist. Good hybrids. Not "confused" hybrids.

A mail came in and have been wanting to share this inspiring thought with you peeps for the longest time ever, but ever since the internet at home is so screwed, coupled with the work-dementia-syndrome I've been suffering lately, my inspiration to write has gone downhill. I can't exactly be "inspired" to blog during working hours rite. Too much in the head. See, even this is going off track now. This is bad.

Rewind. Back in line.

How Do I Know If I Married The Right Person?

or be with the right person for that matters.

This question has been weighing on everyone's mind even though all has been rosey posey. There's some kind of uncertainty which we call the Risk Factor.

EVERY relationship has a cycle. In the beginning, you fell in love with your spouse / partner . You anticipated their call, wanted their touch, and liked their idiosyncrasies (unconventional behavior/habit).

Falling in love with your spouse wasn't hard. In fact, it was a completely natural and spontaneous experience. You didn't have to DO anything. That's why it's called 'falling' in love... Because it's happening TO YOU.

People in love sometimes say, "I was swept of my feet". Think about the imagery of that expression. It implies that you were just standing there; doing nothing, and then something came along and happened TO YOU .

Falling in love is easy . It's a passive and spontaneous experience. But after a few years of marriage, the euphoria (excitement) of love fades. It's the natural cycle of EVERY relationship . Slowly but surely, phone calls become a bother (if they come at all), touch is not always welcome (when it happens), and your spouse's idiosyncrasies, instead of being cute, drive you nuts. The symptoms of this stage vary with every relationship, but if you think about your marriage, you will notice a dramatic difference between the initial stage when you were in love and a much duller or even angry subsequent stage.

At this point, you and/or your spouse might start asking, "Did I marry the right person?" And as you and your spouse reflect on the euphoria of the love you once had, you may begin to desire that experience with someone else. This is when marriages breakdown . People blame their spouse for their unhappiness and look outside their marriage for fulfillment.

Extramarital fulfillment comes in all shapes and sizes. Infidelity is the most obvious. But sometimes people turn to work, a hobby, a friendship, excessive TV, or abusive substances.

But the answer to this dilemma does NOT lie outside your marriage. It lies within it. I'm not saying that you couldn't fall in love with someone else. You could. And TEMPORARILY you'd feel better. But you'd be in the same situation a few years later. Because (listen carefully to this):

The key to succeeding in marriage is not finding the right person; it's learning to love the person you found.

SUSTAINING love is not a passive or spontaneous experience. It'll NEVER just happen to you. You can't "find" LASTING love. You have to "make" it day in and day out. That's why we have the expression "The Labor of Love". Because it takes time, effort, and energy . And most importantly, it takes WISDOM . You have to know WHAT TO DO to make your marriage work.

Make no mistake about it. Love is NOT a mystery. There are specific things you can do (with or without your spouse) to succeed with your marriage. Just as there are physical laws of the universe (such as gravity), there are also laws for relationships. Just as the right diet and exercise program makes you physically stronger, certain habits in your relationship WILL make your marriage stronger. It's a direct cause and effect. If you know and apply the laws, the results are predictable... you can "make" love.

Love in marriage is indeed a 'decision'... Not just a feeling.

Remember this always:
God determines who walks into your life.

It is up to you to decide who you let walk away, who you let stay, and who you refuse to let go.

That's all for now from the Love Guru 101.

The Black Rose

Gorgeous Black Heels for Sale.

Yea .. it's been worn, but only a handful of times (one hand) strutting on carpets and indoors for a couple of minutes each time. So far it's been used only during my shows.

It's really gorgeous .. and I love them so much, but it's too tight for me. So am letting this pair off and will be getting another pair in a bigger size!

Brand: Delicious

Color: Black Satin

Height: 3.5 - 4 inches .. Stillettoes

Size: 7

Shoes always vary in sizes .. God knows why .. Trust me .. I own shoes from size 5 up to 8 .. and they all fit perfectly well. Am sure everyone owns at least several pairs of Vincci shoes, and I wear a size 7 for theirs shoes. So peeps who fits Vincci shoes in 6 to 6.5 will fit perfectly well.

Condition: Excellent.

Bought at: Rebellion

Retail Price: RM79.90

Am letting it go at RM 50.00.

Mode of Delivery: Various mode of postages .. depending where you're from.

Trust me .. you can never go wrong with these.

Beach Paradise

This entry has been sitting here as draft post for the longest time ever. My super slack diseases is zonking me out into major slow-mo brain movement. Too much vegetation. I shall distant myself from BigOne or else my condition will deteriorate. But I know I won't. Loser.

The weekend getaway last 2 weeks brought be back to life for a bit. It has been quite a while since I pranced around like a gleeful and carefree child. A short trip .. but a long long day of yapping, bitching, laughing, gossipping, sand development, hugs, kisses, soaking in the sea and basking under the great sun and the soothing wind, dancing, eating, singing, kite flying, diving, cam whoring, underwater cam whoring ... you name it! The thing that makes it all happen .. great place and great people!

Pics are all up at facebook .. courtesy from the albums of Nic, Inez, Haflin, Adrina .. and mine .. which is the ripping of all 4 camera owners. I've gotten loads of queries on Villa Danialla, but since my brain is major slow-mo mode, jez clickadee-click on this 2 links for more info at Haflin's blog which she has written about it; before I shamelessly plagiarize her entry on my blog. Later kena sue ah .. dun pray pray!

Link 1 : http://haflinsaiful.blogspot.com/2008/02/call-us-up-for-bookings-tel-09-7787-878.html

Link 2 : http://haflinsaiful.blogspot.com/2007/07/ive-fallen-in-luv.html

The pool is finally up .. the infinity pool overlooking the South China Sea.
The amazing people that I've met ..InezDiva whom I vaguely remember after meeting her 3 years ago at her birthday party over at Ivy. But Nic and facebook brought us together .. and am missing her so much ever since.
Then there's the couple that sends all to jealousy, the lovely AdriANA .. ok Adrina and her beloved boyfried Zariq who's been our court jester through the entire trip. Do not put Inez and Zariq together .. we will laugh .. but we will never understand. =) We were all here for Haflin's 26th Pink&Black Birthday Bash. All the more reasons to go.

BigOne will be so terrified of meeting this people again. I feel that the camera phobic boy is so traumatized from this trip that he will never allow me to snap pictures of him for the next 6 months. But Darling .. you're amazing and the camera loves you. I suggested that we try changing him to a CareBear with a camera on his belly .. which Nic wished me good luck in trying so. For a person that doesn't understand why do people have to take wedding photos .. I guess I'll be making the impossible happen !!!

The girls have suggested to create a worthy cause for the animals. Dying animals to be exact. Instead of having them rot away with no purpose in their life, we suggest that they die with a purpose. To have their skins made into exotic handbags and shoes. Instead of killing live animals to do so .. which sprouts hatred and protests all over the world of injustice killing, we get them from those who are dying anyways. Great entreprenuership eh ..

And there was a calling the week after .. How shall I start on my business proposal ? =D

Glittery

For a change .. I slipped into something very UNrevealing for a bridal shoot.

Honestly, it was like a culture shock for me coz I got to "express myself" in the other unconventional bridal shoots. This one requires me to be subtle, demure and non-dramatical. Like a royal Malay princess I was .. full of glitter of silver and gold .. bling from head to toe.

Finally got the photos from Exclusive Bridal.

For the more modern couple .. although their elders will faint by the sight of the "chest" exposure! Tak tutup aurat !! Muahahahhahah~
Till then ...

HAPPY 20.08.2008 !

Sunshine

Sorry for the major MIA. I thought I could get my life back in order which the absence of the Godfather. No I wasn't swamped with work .. though I could be, but I just chose not to be. No excuses this time, I've been slacking way too much, vegetating my life away into dementia way before I am supposed to. Been up to everything but not the important:

• I dwell into Facebook for the longest time ever, got hooked on BubbleTown coz I needed to beat AhKiat's score which I eventually did, but couldn't snigger at him coz he got Ace to hit the ultimate top score of 18-19 million. Still displeased with my record of 17+ million which is easily beaten by man.
• Couldn't figure out why other people could rip me off for thousands when they fight me at MobWars while I make a measely 5k from others. Just in my way of rolling funds to build my bloody hotel. Roarr~~
• Kaypoh-nene on Facebook, Friendster .. and also people's blogs ..
• Double kaypoh-nene on all-that-rage on DawnYang on her plastic life. Which eventually let to a lot of other Mediacorp stars such as Felicia Chin and Fiona Xie .. which am really interest in coz of all the interesting buzz about her. Read about all the ridicule of the plastic world on CozyCot .. and how bohliao and narrow minded some people are on the plastic industry. Am dying to get rhinoplasty and some lip-plump job to look Wow-Wee .. does that make me a subject of disgusted discussion? But am so gutless to go through that .. and being Chinese, I can't turn a blind eye to the believe of having my Jambu nose brings in prosperity and wealth. Shrinking it shrinks my potential bank account as well ? Yea .. coz a nose job and recovery-holiday in Korea could do wonders to the bank account as well. If only the whole process was non-painful and as simple as creating wonders through Photoshop, I only ask for .... rhinoplasty, lip job, a lil eye lift to balance out my imbalanced eyelids, leg extention of 2 inches, a boob increase of 2 cup sizes .. ermmm ...... think that's a about it. Wahahahhaha ... slaps myself awake from the shallow superficial world.
• Endless tea and hang out sessions with my fav girls. On behalf of Joanne as well .. am soooo sorry Byno for bearing with our constant bitching and whining. Thanks for being so patient with us ... we're like your problematic teenagers man!
• Vegetation weekend session with BigOne. If we continue to do that for a week, our skins my just grow attached to the bed sheets and we'll sink in to be part of the bed.
• Gaming on the PSP console till I doze off and wake up over and over again in a cycle just to finish the Final Fantasy game that's so ridiculously finish'eable without some help from the internet.

Really, you can't slack too much. It's a disease that's gonna eentually eat you, and produce a whole series of subsequent emotional diseases. My mind has been wandering for the past couple of weeks like a rebellious teenager when it started to hang out with bad company .. Miss Paranoia. Am now like a schizo on one side of a parent fighting to save their child from the bad influences and get them back on track.

Am not the only psyco .. we all are .. especially women. We may look normal, but we're not! So men .. just a caution note. When you see that chick down the street .. she may be the torment of your life. I pity BigOne sometimes, the shit I put him through sometimes .. as though he hasn't have enough on his plate for now. Oh well .. you just have no choice sometimes when you love a person.

Really, what do women actually want in life? I guess we don't really know what we want .. and we're always never contented in what we have. Or maybe we go through phases in life and the transition period from one phase to another causes us to suffer some bipolar disorder. As John Gray puts is, because men are from mars and women are from venus, this happens. Aren't there some hybrid of marvenitians out there that are masculine enough, yet sensitive enough to understand us complex women? On the other hand, some drama in life makes it a lil more interesting.

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Another weekend of vegetation session quality time spending with the loved one. Was delightedly greeted by the sunnies where he buat-bodoh'ly and patiently waited for me to discover it. I knew something was amiss when refuse to head up to his room with me like hte usuals. Sweet horr ... not so sweet lor when it was supposed to be given a week before. M.E.N.

No drama this time round for our anniversary celebration .. but we had something priceless .. major vegetation quality time spent cuddling in warmth of each others arms while on a DVD marathon coupled with gluttony. BigOne's such a glutton it's not funny yo!

Oh well .. we'll gonna make up for it this weekend over at Villa Dannialla. Beach retreat baybeehhhhhh ~~~

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Vogue Baby Vogue ..

Had another mag shoot last week and am so loving it. I wonder how the pic will turn out but am already very pleased with the shots we did ourselves. Major diva hair .. Dior inspired 60's big curls creation from Andy Chan Hair Studio. CasterBaby had hers for CitaBella mag .. the same style I did for the Loreal new Maji color only her highlights were in bright purple! Vampy-goth if u can imagine ... with longer tresses. Chio lor.

Walkthrough to the final product ...

Am so loving it that am over promoting myself ... muahahhahahah~

Watch out for this in Nuyou mag - October issue. Babe-Jasmine is in as well. BigSisGeline .. aren't you proud of your lil'sis's ?

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Rascal turns 49 !

Ok laa .. the boy's only 7. Human age is 7 time more. The park outing is beginning to grow on me. But my boy's an anti-social brat that doesn't like making friends with other dogs, play ball or any doggie games, but indulges in area marking. I wonder how much pee does he ration in that tiny bladder of his. If he was human, he would be natural born successful realtor. I wonder if my future boy would pick on on this potential daddy's traits as well, I would make such a proud mommy. Imagine me being so pregnant with my vogue dior image. Wahh .. chio !

The Birthday Boy ..

The Poser .. Buttons.
Button's such a cam whore that he strikes a pose with an excellent smile whenever you wanna snap pics of him. He's so gorgeous with that majestic mane/fur of his.

The Grouch .. Blessings.
This one .. charac only .. remains grouchy coz he hasn't had his beauty sleep, and I guess he doesn't really enjoy being dirty in the wet and damp park coz it rained earlier. It was so hard to get a decent picture of him coz he just refuses to sit still for the cam.

The anti-social (only to dogs) and major attention-seeker (only to humans) .. Schnappi.
I wonder what goes in that head of his. Loves only food and humans. And possessive to whatever items he calls his own i.e. anything enters the cage belongs to him .. and ONLY him!

Is there any other parks that is well maintained where dogs are able to run happily and freely in JB? Seriously the one in Pelangi Indah is our best compromise coz the people here don't mind toy dogs. Joanne had some bad experiences in Setia Indah though the park was not too bad, but people there regarded that as a Halal park. You can imagine how self centered and some people are when they get carried away with religion! For crying out loud .. it's a PUBLIC park. Rascal's an ozzie pup who gets to run and play freely in an amazing park down under .. if we could understand his language, he would bitch so much whenever we hit JB park. Haha!

It was nice to spend the day under the sun, bonding with the girls .. bitch about life .. analyze men .. stuff ourselves silly with loads of junk .. some practical lessons on being a mommy .. and top it up with some manicure. Tabby brought along her prized possession and I had her skillfully do my nails in Fuschia with glitter tip. Hope I can maintain it long enough till this weekend for Haflin's Pink&Black birthday bash.

After seeing this .. Dad finally agreed to let Schnapp-Boy get some clothes.
For some reasons, I feel he looks like that tortoise character from the Super Mario game.

Happy Anniversary to Us !

366 days ago .. two souls defied the predetermined fates and believed that love conquers all and that they determine their own fate. What resulted after was a pairing of a weirdo and a psyco.

Though it was alway not rosy, but nevertheless it was an amazing ride.

I only have you to thank my dear .. for loving me and for being there for me all the time. Though you may not be a romeo and have a PhD in expressing your love, I appreciate that you do in your own little and mighty ways.

To the one man that has made such an impact in my life ... and have touched my soul like no other ... and have made me realized what true love meant ... and understand how it is when one say "I can't live without you"

... I love you darling .. and if only there's another word that is mightier than that .. coz I love you more than I love you.

OK .. Bring on the puke! I'm sorry for ruining your Monday if it isn't already bad enough. *big annoying grin*

Ever Thine .. Ever Mine .. Ever Ours!
This has so stuck on me ever since SATC made it oh so famous!

I won't love-diarreahea here .. as it's solely for the special person. But I think I've already did enough damage. OK .. bring on the second load of puke .. I knew the first one wasn't enough for you guys!

As the boss steps out ...

The office morphs into my deluded world of fantasy.

I have the entire week to myself to finish off on every outstanding matter that is piling up to the ceiling due to my bad time management and spoilt working attitude that chooses to work only at my own pace, unless otherwise being forced by tight deadlines from the al'mighty of the company.

And also on any outstanding personal matters which seriously needs to be updated i.e. uploading pics from my mobile, facebook, blog, kaypoh about the social scene, be more knowledgeable, current news .. though that do not fancy me that much coz it's like little girls whining, pointing fingers at each other and end up pulling each other's pigtails .. sigh .. what's the world coming to?

Time passes so much quickly when you're doing what you're not supposed to be paid doing in the office.

"Partying" in my own world and singing to the incredible beats of Jamiroquai, bitch on MSN and .. fold paper money.

At least the last was for the "benefit" and "purpose" of the company.

Back to production ... and Canned Heat rockxxx big time baybeh !

Burnt

Temperature is rising. It's effing blazing hot outside that I'll just starve for lunch. But impossible for such a glutton like moi. I'm down south and I'm complaining. I can't imagine being up north. I literally died the last time when I was back in the northern island last year. *shrugs*

Almighty one .. we could make do with some rain now. Let it fall at 5.30pm Malaysian Time. Just in time for me to get off work and not stuck in the jam .. and cool enough before I faint of major heat wave during yoga.

Time check. 5.19pm. No signs of any dark clouds and the sunning is shining at it's mightiest glory.

Balik laa ..... the solar system also have official working hours. Wonder why the sun is punching in extra hours lately. Mid-year assessment perhaps?

Sigh .. it's gonna be a torturing session .. when it was supposed to be a calming workout session. Guess I'm yet to connect with my inner-self and constantly focus on the external environment instead. Natural born Kay-poh sia!

Mixed Feelings

It's never easy being a woman .. especially when you have to deal with emotional roller coasters every month for a couple of days. One minute you're happy one minute you're sad one minute frustrated one minute angry, and the whole list from the emotional encyclopedia.

My emotional journal entry as of today ..

8.00 am - Pouty ... don't feel loved enough by BigOne
8.15 am - Feel loved after some pampering ..

9.30 am - Moody .. monday blues kicking in coupled with post-weekend rendezvous

11.00 am - Frustrated .. exchanging complains and whines with Joanne on how sucky life is and demanding additional 300% attention from BigOne

1.30 pm - Pissed coz he hasn't called although he promised to in the morning. Even pissier mood coz am so effing hunrgy.

2.30 pm - Feeling happier and cheery after some carbs intake over lunch.

2.45 pm - Sad .. feeling very neglected and unwanted and demands some loving attention from BigOne

3.00 pm - Smiley (is that even an emotion?) .. Feeling loved after getting attention-therapy

3.20 pm - Feeling even more perkier after receiving my 625 rebate. Already annoying DaddyDearest on how to celebrate my Xiao-Tu's 4-year birthday, setting Schnappi's official birthday, etc.

3.30 pm - Excited .. while I am so engrossed with the latest gossips over MSN.

4.30 pm - Sleepy .. moody .. bitching on how I hate to work and if possible not work anymore.

5.30 pm - Perky .. caffein kicked in and ready to do some work. Ironically, officially working hours is now over.

6.00 pm - Comical .. laughing at myself on how embarrassing and silly that my armpit have been itching for the longest time ever. Am so lonely here I can't annoy anyone with my nonsense.

6.20 pm - Feeling crappy .. staring at the vanity mirror and sighs at how terrible my complexion is. I yearn for beautiful complexion of the Korean/Japanese/Taiwanese. Ghostly pale it might be, but I don't have to deal with the bumps.

That's it as of for now. I still think it's so funny and embarrassing how one has an armpit itch. I can selumber scratch it here coz my privacy level is atmospheric high when the boss steps out. What if those who are surrounded by cubicles and people everywhere? We women have our embarrassing moments .. nipple itch, crotch itch (do we even call our fellow feline that?) How do we discreetly deal with it is damn funny. :D

My Bag Spa

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Pics will be updated next week.

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They offer loads of information on choosing the right bag for yourself, information on bag materials, bag symptoms (sickness or disease as I would call it) , preventive measures, and also methods used to restore the condition of the bags.

Mind you, you didn't pay all that money for that Chanel to have some guy rubbing thinner and shoe dye on it for 5 bucks!

And finally ... the one this that you're hesitating on ...

How reliable are they?

Let's just say that Coach did refer them to a top celebrity who recently just got her bags serviced.

More pics to be updated when I get back from their opening this weekend.

Batik & Songket Galore

The mag is out much earlier than expected.
Newtide Mag - August 2008 issue.

Honestly we all weren't that satisfied with the pics .. coz we weren't heavily photoshoped.
Oh come on, eveyone's heavyly photoshoped in magazines. That's why I always say, pictures are deceiving. Major deceiving. I've got people telling me how gorgeous I am when they see my pics, until they say the real person, then they'll say something like "You look better in person". Yea rite .. who we kidding.

Sorry Byno .. I know you badly you wanna give me tight slap to wake me up from all the negativities. *wink*

Ok laaaa ... it's not as bad as it is. I was just expecting sooooo much more from it. The angmoh from the spread before and after our section was flawless .. can tell the major difference lor. I bet she's as unperfect as all of us also .. (making myself feel better). The pics obviously didn't do any justice to Jasmine's super slim body .. who in the pics have pot bellies, and ugly crotch lines from the tights (big no no man!) that her friends asked her to go on a diet. Any thinner and her existance will suddenly vanish. Ya laa .. my pot belly got no excuses laa .. happy!

But this pics rocks ... Love the poise, the pose, the elegance ..
they call it the "Miss" photoshoot. Miss Chinese International?? *teehee*

And the groupie pics ..
but basket ... these people dunno how to croup pics properly ...
This pic rocked too .. but I kena cropped too much =.=!

And the multicolor songket collection from Bill Keith.
Can't wait to see the Loreal one!

Patience my dearss ... *wink*